hey hey..wonders if this blog is still alive...
lol well decided to give it a bOoSt..haha

ah well....exams hv been over for over 3 wks already....cant wait to find out my results..well~ kinda excited and kinda not wanting to know....HUmPh!....hahaha...anyway...ber and rox will be gg for teh Student Exchange Studies this Sept.. :( so sad...wot be gg with them....also not sure if i'll be able to go in Jan...than i'll miss my Poly Frens..Lol hahah..anyway..it'll be an exPerience Not TO Miss....

bUt FOr now...i'll hv to be STRONG....coz hving my attacHment...this is my 3rd wk....8 more wks to go...but this is juz the Beginning...hai....to tell the truth...i'm very frighten....this feelin gi hv is like wad i experienced yrs ago...when my mom forced (not exactly forced but cant find another word to replace) me to go for the Caltex Competition....that was when i was in P6...hmmm...cried...coz din wanna run...hmm..and now that's juz the feeling i hv....not only that...but feel weak like no energy...lol like juz b4 a race when u are at teh starting line and the starter says:"Ke-garii san" ...the body goes numb..and u think ur brain wont give the strength and energy that's needed for ur limbs to move once he fires...ya that's wad i'm feeling toooo...??

i seem to be making alot of mistakes...y ah??? and i'm freaking out....hmmm...it's ony the 3rd and i'm so afraid to go to work...hmm...and today...i forgot to take back the cabinet keys....oh man...wad happens if they find out and take teh keys away...juz pray that they din notice teh keys handing there...hai...how???

well now all i have to do is draw strength frm the Lord....i can DO IT...!!
The Lord is my Shepherd... (Psalm 23)

think i'm hving a strike of bad luck...but than again...who cares abt bad luck....when u have the Lord...?

trYing to draw StrenGth,
kEePing thE faIth,
Lois Natalie Lee

hey..the week has been a VERy stressful one man...my exams...hmmm....have been eating like HELLL...anyway...tml's my last paper...YI PEE!!!!!!!!

hahhaha....also attachment will be starting on wed...hmm...scared...anxious..clueless yeah these are the feelings that i have now... anyway...i'll be attached to Swiss Reinsurance Company... wonders wad i'll be doing there.....need ti meet my liaison officer (LO) to get log-book and ans some quries that i have...hee hee.....

ya that's wad i wanted to say act...