hey...yup..i'm aching all over..and i hv blue black on both my kness..dun ask me how i came across them..i too hv no idea..wahhahah

yupyup...we'll let's start from the beginning..wahhahah..hmm..in the morning supposed to hv awaken up at 5am...however we slpet until 7.15..so reached suntec at abt 9am...than we din know that we cld take the lift up to teh 6th level..so bren adn i waited at the 2nd level..yupyup.stupid rite? coz on the 2nd level..teh escalators were blocked so we tot they din allow anyone to go up..but ya..who is to know that there was a lift..haha..yupyup..so when we went up there were alreay a few grps of ppl there..ya...hmmm...(sad that we were not the first..)

anyway...we played card game with the group that was directly infront and behind of us..haha talked and chatted with them..yupyup..haha yupyup..we'll it kinda got very boring juz waiting there ya...it was sIan...than a few groups behind us there were a grp of caucasians..and they were freaking noisy and loud and juz plain irritating...there was once when they decided to talk to the crowd...ya they asked who we liked in Simple Plan.and when one of them said David..wah the AA gals screamed so loud that my ears rang..GeesH...and as u know level 6 of Suntec Convention hall has a lot of space..so their screams echoed man...yIkES!!! i was SO DisGUstED!!! really...even now...hOrribLe...haha...yupyup...anyway..clyve and his fren came at 4pm and 4.30pm respectively..wahhaha yupyup..

ok now...let me fast forward...to the gg into the concert hall..wahahha...well basically it was chaotic...yupypu..the barriers were so lousy..they were juz plastic stripes u know like the strip that teh police uses to block out an area?? ya...that was wad they used..gessH How STUpiD can the Ppl There be??? those plastics can tear anytime lor..Ah yo no braIns...ya anyway...bren adn i were the 2nd grp of ten to go into the Concert Hall...yeah...hahhaa..we went in at 7pm...yupyup..hah awe raced to the front of the hall..haha and managed to get right in front...waHhahaha...yupyup right in teh front..and i hit my toes against the metal barrier...think i fractured my left toes..coz it hurts...but it did not swell..wahhah..hmmm.yupypu..

yeah..hmm..pug jelly played for the first half hr than we waited until 9pm..wahha b4 Simple PLan caMe on Stage.wAHaHHAH...hmm..we'll once they came on stage..the ppl behind began to push use..as the y all surged forward..wahha areally kena sQuasHed..haha..and there were times when i cld not breaThe...yeah..hahaha....

well..TO cUt it ShorT...
it was AMAZING!!!!
it was FANTASTIC!!!
it was WONDERFUL!!!
it was CRAZY!!!!
it was SPLENDID!!!
it was SIMPLE PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aH~~~~~~!!!!!!!! let's hear u S-CCCC-RRR-EEEEE-AAAAAAAAAA-MMMM!!!!!!!!!!!

i want MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm..yupyup..hahahaha...AH~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oko calm down..wahahha...hmmm now to the horid part of it....the part where i got all my aches and brusies..hmm...haha when we were in front...i had to stay put leh...if not will get pushed by others...and the gal beside me..wah..she kept on pushing me leh..ah yo..coz she din hv space to fit her whole bady..so she was like standing side ways...so she kept on using her hips to push me...my goodNess...i also din hv much space lor..so it's like....in the end i had to use my hips to push er too..ah yo..and she and her frens..still had the CHEEK to ask me not tO puSHHER!!! my oh my...really felt pek chek then but now i feel like slaPping her man...arGH!!! ya lah...sIcKening...than there was a time when this gal frlom teh back squeezed her way beside me..separating bren adn i...my oh my..haha..bren adn i decided to push her back.haha..ya lah..i kno wit's bad lah...i feel kinda sorry for that gal lah..but NOt THAT sOrry...i admit...yupyup..did some hip work out again lah...thru out the whole concert...my hips cld not rest lah...ah yo ppl push one side than push another side..bUt this is wad will happen lah...bo bian....then even my arms also cld not relax..wahha...hai ya lor...

then i dunno y ppl from the back need to stick their arms right infront and rest on teh barrier??? makes no sense..can anyone tell me y?? wah..than DAMN fREAKING irritating lah...here we already dun hv space and there they stick their arm and rest on my arm...hai yo...cant stand it...

ya..well in the end..well i din managed to grab anything...hai..i so wanted the pick lah...only the pick lah..i din ask for teh drumbstick..only the pick..but din get...at the end when Seadbastien threw all his picks one fell on the grd infront of teh barrier..so i aske one of teh guy to pick it up...wah liao~~ he picked it up..and stil lcld tease us leh...than gave it the another gal..hai...this was why i wanted to cry lah...i juz wanted the only loh..hai yo..but i'm still greatful than i managed to get rite up close to SIMPLE PLAN...tho still disappointed..and it was made worst when i found out that...Clyve and his fren had a chance to get the drumbstick and pick..however they juz siam to one side and let teh gals behind them take...arGH!!! i really wanna cry...want to cry lah..but i dun wanna cry..hai am i making sense?? i dun wanan cry coz it's juz a band...hai...but hai...i dunno lah...hai~~~~

anyway..aft the concert..clyve, his fren adn i went to Chomp Chomp to get sth to eat adn drink...wahhaha..yupyup..teh both of them had not eaten..esp clyve..had not eaten lunch and dinner...hai..yupyup...ya anyway...aft eating went to Tavistock Park...to climb the spider haha than sat there adn chit chat..wahhaha..crazy lah...yupyup...yeah...talked until 1++am alomst 2am..wahhahah

oh ya...here's the pic that i wanna show u all..wahhaha..got it from kris..yupyup....



this is the pic..that the both of us love...it was taken on a cruise in the middle of the Great Barrier Reef in Australia....yeah! ahha..bOth of us love this pic..whahahaha...pity that there are to "extra" ppl in the pic behind us..wahaha

AH!!!!! it's 2 more days before Simple Plan's Still Not Getting Any....TOUR!!!! AH!!! hahahaha..Cant wait cant WAit........CCCAnanaannnnnnTTTT waaaaaIIITTTTTTTTTTt~~ oh man...hmm...Clyve, my "bro" will be gg w bren adn me..wAHhahaa....hmm..it'S gg tO bE COOL!!!!

pray i dun faint...wahahha...nah..guess not...get HIGH yes..faint..No..wahhahah

how i wish..more of our frens wld b able to come along..bUt heCk..whaha bren and i are gg to gO CraZY..as for Clyve..hmmm...wahahah..we'll see..ltr he say the both of us are crazy ..hmm...wahhaha...gg tO enJoy it...can feel it in my BOnezzzz....

oh ya..Avril Lavigne's Bonez Tour will be at the S'pore Indoor Stad on the 2nd of april...hmmm....din know that her concert is act more expensive thab SP's...hahah..hmmm...yupyup..anyone interested?? but i wont be gg tho..hahahaha...hmm..yup that's abt it from me now....

hmmm..Good aFtnn...wahaha..i woke up at 2pm man...was too slpy..luckily i decided to come home rather than go aaron's place..wahha..yupyup..and i even slept thru dindson's call..wahhaha...hmm..purposely put to sd mode...but still cld Not HEar..that was how tired i was man....

ytd...in the morning i went to teh stadd to train w ro, wee leong and jonathan....yupyup...but than we din do anything..juz went there warm up 2 rds than did some strides..and that's all..wahaha...ro and i decided to do circuit but than i opted out..wahhaha...so we juz stayed there for like an hr..wahaha..than wee leong, jonathan adn i headed to Hougang Mall for lunch...while ro went home...she was meetin her aunt..

yupyup had lunch than i went to buy a top..b4 we decided to go and play Pool..wahaha.hmm...we played pool for think over 2hrs..wahha..yupyup..it was fun..lol...and fUnny tooo..wahhaha...playing w them sUre was fUn..there was a time when i decided to CHallenge tHem..wahahha...2 v. 1..wahah but wahhaa..lost lah..Whahaha...did improve tho...won wee leong once..but think that was Lady Luck on my side..wahhaa...but only that one time..wahahah....yeah....

act i had planned aft training to hv lunch than go home and rest b4 preparing to go church for the elects' Baptism Mass...however..decided that playing pool was more FUn..than gg Home...esp Playing w the both of them..yup..so when i went home i only had the time to bathe b4 heading out...bUt it was raining so my bro-in-law decided to send me to church b4 gg home..hee hee...i cant wait to see gigi ltr...hee hee...

yupyup....went to church to practise..for pnw ltr...ilona and daphne zheng were leading worship...yupyup...than went for mass..yupyup...mass laster until 11pm if i'm not wrong...yeah...it sure brought back memories of my own baptism last easter...yeah...wow..and i think...it's more touching watching the elects gg thru baptism than when i was gg thru it myself...on my part...it's more reflective more rather than really feeling it than..coz alot of things were running thru my mind on my own baptism....yeah...

yup..so aft that we all headed to Swensen's at HV...yupyup..it was great fun...whaha..and very filling too..lol...yup we stayed there and took pic and i discussed a few songs w jas..but cass and i got a lift back home in Ashley's car...yupypu...reached home at 2.45am and slept at 3am..wahah...yupyup..and like i said earlier...din hear dindson calling me...so asked him to call me when i woke up..wahhaha...hmm...know wad..he's confined in camp for like 28 days...21 more days to go...hai yo.....all coz of some politics and backstabbing...hai~~...oh ya..juz realized that he smokes..PooH!! haha..and he picked it up when he was in ns...hmm..let's see he says he's a social smoker and that he'll quit b4 he ord next yr..so yeah..we'll see...hopefully so lah...

so now..dunno wad to do..i'm athome..need to think of songs..arGH!!..wahhaha...

hmm...back home from church..wahhaa...this wk...will be gg church 3 daes in a row..wahhaha...ytd.. went back to help eve in preparing the "Passover" meal...for the Cathechumens...wahaha..yupyup..lol..i was assiGNed to the Kitchen..wahha act most of us that went there to help were assigned to the kitchen....the few of us were to cut the apples, that we bought, into cubes as it was part of the ingredients for the Charoses (mixture of nuts, apples, rasins, wine and cinnamon)...

yupyup..the whole "Passover" meal...was a new experience for me..and thru it it gave me more insight on how teh passover came abt..yupyup..it was a simple meal which comprised of Unleavened Bread, Kemar, Lamb Leg and the Charoses...yupyup...aft that had to wash the trays and all..yupyup...Bernard was kind enough to offer to send me home..and yup...sat his motorbike...hmm..ok lah..not afraid of sitting on a bike..wahaha 3rd time that i sat on his bike..yupyup..first time, he gave me a joy ride ard grds..2nd was when he drove me back frm Jas's place....wah..on teh expressway...was so afraid that het helmet wld fall off...yupyup..and the 3rd tiem was ytd lor...hmm..not afraid already..kinda exciting tho..U shld try it...whhaha..yupyup...cld rmb last time when i was younger..my cousins used to ride a motorbike and i alway wanted to sit on one..wahah....but din hv teh chance lah...

reached home and than called Cass at ard 12.15mn...yupyup..listened to her play the guitar...and sang some songs over the phone..hwhhahaha....oh Jas and i wld be doign PnW durign the Sponsor Retreat...yupyup...

Anyway...today went to church as it was Good Friday...yea...so it was teh 2nd day in a row..wahha..it din rain and it was not that cloudy too..hmm...yeah...than went J8 with ilona, mich, aaron, druce and bernard...aaron and ilona wanted to get Baptism present yupyup...yupyup..than came home for dinner....oh ya..watched "The Sound of Music" wahaha i love that show...it's soooo Nice...wAHhahaha...

Tml will be gg to hougang stad in the morning to train...than go home and get ready to leave my hse for church aa 3rd tiem...oh tml will be the Cathechumens Baptism nite...yeah..and might be seeing Elizabeth there tooo...coz her uncle will be gettign baptised too...he's in the RCIA...yeh...i'll be gg early w a few of the MM ppl to practice for the PnW...yupyup...aft everything will be heading to Holland V Swensen's...yupyup...that's the agenda for tml..wahhaha...

wah! welcome home man...legs are so tired..Lol...wahhaa...know wad...i woke up at 11.45am..wahahha...yupyup..it's earlier than the day b4..Lol..

i chatted w Kris the day b4...wahhaha din know that we cld talk for so long..wAHhaha...act i tot it wld be awkward talkign to her...but it turned out the other way rd...yupyup..it was great..wahha..got to talk to her...wahhah.....so many things to talk...wahhaha...turns out we act liked a similar pic that we took at the Great Barrier Reef..wahhaha...so i'm waiting for her so scan adn send to me..wahha..*psst Kris..i'm waiting ah...wahhaha* haha..yupyup..told her abt some 'stuff' wahhahha..yup and she told me abt her bf...hahah yeah man..shld do this more often...watch movie ah..Lol ;)

yupyup..anyway was supposed to meet jm at 1.45pm at hougang stad..but know wad..wahhaha..she was still at home when i reached H.S..wahaha...so bo bian...rested at the stad until the juniors arrived...lol..so cld not train...anyway..today's time taking was much better...coz ms neo and coach were there.w.ahahah...well..it poured at ard 4pm...so had to wait until it stopped b4 continuing...today only took timings for 1500m, 400m, 100m and 200m...yupyup...not bad lah....haha...aft the heats...jan, jm and i started to train frist...wah...i'm in DEEP SHIT...yup....my standard now is below ZERO sia...lol..wahhaha...aft the first 2 rds of warming up then 3x ankling and 3x stridings i cld not take it already...man but the striding was the killer...came back feeling horrible and felt like vomiting...

oh man...i feel so sad...and feel so bad...i feel that i hv let hp down..wahaha...coz like wad jm say...din know that hp look up to me man...so it's like i hv let her down...oh man...she even know that my 100 'C' Girls timing was 13.34 sec..oh man and look at me now... *sob* *sob*..juz a puddle of water..not even jelly..hai~

i hv nv felt the way i was feeling juz now since pri sch....

hmm...anyway...js joined us when we were train our passing...yupyup..aft that..jm, jan and i went to KFC for dinner..wahahha...ya u muz b thinking...'dao' whaha...aft training than go KFC..wahaha...put back all teh weight and more that we had lost..WHAhahaa

yupyup..we stayed at KFC until ard 9.30pm...wahha..talked abt stuff like r'ships and f'ships..wAHhaha...hmmm....yupyup...

hey ...now i can finally put up a few pics of the 3 gals i had been talking abt..Lol...ytd...saw ro online..so took the opportunity to ask her to send me a few of our pics..wahhaha... yupyup....


frm L-->R: Me, Janice (Jan), Jia Min (Jm) & Roanna (Ro)
This pic was taken last yr...hmm cant rmb when exactly tho...lOl...


frm L-->R-->Bottom: Jan, me,jm, ze teng (zt), Xin Hao (xh), js and ro
We were ard 17 yrs old..

yeah man....lol

wahahha..hmmmm....back...well today as usual slpet until 1pm..lol...hmm...tml i shall NOT slp until so late...will get up in the morning....yupyup...anyway..woke up juz in time to hv lunch than get ready to go Hougang stad....

yeah...it rained...yupyup..lucky i managed to reach the stad w/o getting wet...tho i'm hving a headache now....yupyup...anyway...as i was saying...went there to help in recording the time...yup yup..and there were some cock-up on my part....*oPps*...yeah...well..that's over...and corrected already...today..ro, jm, js and i were there to help out...zt..was also there....wah! so long nv see her....sure is great to see her again...and man is she damn..zai...hahha....stylo man....hmm...ro and i act wanted to jog aft the whole thing..however...as usual..when teh time came...i din wanna jog..poOh! moreover...jan and jm were "pestering" us to hurry..coz they were hungry..wahhaha...so landed up nv jog...but tml...wahhah....will try to jog...provided my headache goes away...oh ya!! haha...we hv formed our team!! lol...jm, js, joey and me!! whahahhaa..so funny....all of us drew lots..lol...drew 3 times juz to get a team that satisfied all our expectation....lol..cant wait for the 1st of April....tho kinda dreading it at the same time...lol....on that day still hv Sponsor Retreat...whaha...

so let's see...the 6 of us headed to hougana Mall for dinner...:Js, Jm, Harris, Jan, Ro and me..whahha..we went to Pizza Hut..yeah man..hmm...sat there to chat....than headed home...so yup...here i am....nth to do so caom oneline...oh ya...jm was saying something abt ppl who blog are "stupid" wahhahaha.......hmmm...i sure miss those times in sec sch...humpH!! ahhaha

hmmm...stayed at home today...was looking thru the songs that i wanna use for PnW...hmmm....still finding...yupyup...hv not really decided wad songs...hmmm....yupyup....

oh and i might be gg for Simple Plan's Concert on the 30th of March...yeah! hahaha..cOol...hmm...like wad bren said..if cant go Australia than let's enjoy w Simple Plan..lol.hahahhaha cOol Cool....hopefully we'll be able to get the Tixs....who wanna go?? it's abt 55 bucks per person..so go along w ur frens...lol....get the tixs while stock last..hahhaha...

*Kris u can go w ur frens.....haha....

AH!!! haah juz got a call frm BREN..hahah she HAs bOught THE tIx!!! YEA!!! hahahah..hmm...gg to Q the day b4 man..lOl...hahaha...yeah!!! hmm...so exciting..lol...haha...that's one thing abt being single..wahaha....if wanna go juz go..wAhhahahaha....ok know wad..i shall not complain and be happy that i'm Single..LOl..hahaha...hmm..lIfe is iNteRestIng...hahaha....

hmmm.....wiLl bE gg tO happY daZe Ltr aT niTE...yupyup...

tml still not sure if wanna go NP anot...still need to start training..hmmm...well act nth much to say leh...juz wanna type rubbish help that's all...hmm...i wanna go AustraLia...

hmm...nth to do online leh....holi is here but hv stuff to do...not sure if can enjoy much anot....hmmm...?? lalala... o__o

hmmm..fInally mY exams aRE ovER!! haha ytd was the last paper..and aft that went to the Adidas Sale at Expo straight away..!! wahha...met Roanna and her fren Jian Bing(think that's how to spell hiss name...OppS) and Zack..yupyup...wah we had to queue to deposit our bags at the counter and than queue again to go in..wahhah..waited in line for abt 30 mins juz to enter..ya..once inside hmm...nth mush leh...there wasnt any nice stuff to get..but i did see one sneakers..wah! damn Nice Lor..hahah but too Bd...i Hv enugg shoes at home already...instead i bought a short..yupyup..cost 20 bucks..so nice...but..but..but..but wahhaha...juz to pay we had to wait in line for abt 30 mins...YUP!!!! THIRTY Minutess...wahahha hOrrIbLE! oh ya..Jm and Druce came almost at the same time...and man ..they din need to Q to get in...gEesH..

Jian Bing and Zack left..while roanna, jm, druce and i headed to to Ps aft that..hmm..both roanna and jm went to cut their hair..and both came out feeling unsatisFied with their Hair STyLe..wahaha..while they were cutting their hair druce and i decided to play pool..however the pool tables were fully booked..so bo bian...

oh and i also saw a few of my frens..haha..Donna, Brian and Willis...cOol.....aft buying Druce's hp battery we went up to see the 2 Gals..wahhaha...finishing up w their hair...or shld i say all 3 of us were waiting for jm..wah and it was FilThy eXpensIce..esp for Roanna's HaircUt...it's like they cHeaTed man...nO gg tHere eVer aGAin...the stylist dun eveN seeM tO knOw hoW tO style customers' hair..ya lor...

aft the hair cut..all four of us went to hv dInner than headed dOwn tO Clarke Quay...we went to Settles' Cafe (is this how u sPell?)...there we met up w Aaron and Jorlyn..wow..that place is not bad...u get to play board game and some of the game are from other countries and that are not sold in S'pore...inTerEsting...maybE one dAY shld gO there..inTro u ppl...harris came at abt 10.30pm..juz as we were abt the wrap up..and thus jm and harris headed to Chimjes..there was a bash there so yup yup..jorlyn also alighted at Dhoby Ghaut..while the rest of us headed to Kovan...there...ROanna left for home..while Aaron, Druce and i decided to go to Aaron's place for a while....we CHatted for a while...well act..both Aaron and Druce did most of the talking..i was too "Brain Dead" to do much other than listen...haha...act wad did we talk abt ah?? oh abt..aaron's stuff than abt jm and roanna..than...sth abt me and "Blind Faith"...ah and than abt Stars..wahhaha can u believe it we were talking abt stars and Light Pollution...yupyup coz we were sitting at the porch.....do u know that there was such a Thing as Light Pollution?? well i din know that it WAS Called Light Pollution...but now u know..haha

yup..anyway aft that aaron drove us home...i reached home at abt 1am..yupyup...wah had to whole hse to myself..wahhaa..mom was at Chalet..wahha...cool...oh ya i rmbed wad else we talked abt...abt their RCIY experiences..and abt being guards during one of the faith walk in Pulau Ubin..yupyup....ya well back to me being at home...yupyup..wah! Had the most AMAZing REST in 2 wks..wahhaa slept deeply act...hahha slept til morn...and felt so heavy when i woke up..wanted to continue slping but cld not go back to slp..coz it like those times when u wake up and than no matter how much u wanna get back to slp but juz cant...ya...waited for Bren to call me coz we were supposed to meet at 1pm to go to the NATAS Travel Fair..yupyup..instead we met up at 3pm..wahaha...WE WANT TO GO AUSTRALIA....but bren's mom dun allow..my mom also dun allow but she said if i wann go than go lor..so ya she allows...it's juz that the timing is JUZ NOT RIGHT!!! Fer's wld be hving her 1 wk break startign from 28th MArch..but it so happens that from the 1-3rd APril i'll be hving sponsor retreat and on the 1st i'm involved in my sec sch Sports DAY.....arGh!!! this is the yr that teeNagers are Supposed to ENJOY their lives and Make the most out of it...and Juz eNjoying tRavelling w frens...but i'm STUCK in S'PORE...ARGH!!! it's JUZ FREAKING bad lor the timing..and i'm e type that cant stay/ sit still and i wanna try extreme sports..that's y i wanted to go Cairns..can go white water rafting...Sky Diving...sit hotair balloons..cant rmb when i went there when i was young...kris and i had to sit in the mini van and follow the hotair balloon that was carrying our parents...whaha...sad rite?? hai...missed so Much...

i wanan go but there's so many obstacles....hmmm...

hmm...was reading my cousin's blog..oh man...she sure is enjoying herself...brings back memories of the time aft 'O's. everyday was a funfilled and eventful day...haha can slack, enjoy, slack and play...wahah clubbing (a few time lah...)...and did i mention slacking? wahhaha..hmm yupyup...ah well....

i guessed as much....roanna asked me to go out w her tml aftnn...go to expo to be exact coz there is an Adidas Sale...and i wanna go...but i'll be meeting druce and aaron and i hv no idea who else in teh evening at S'goon Central and the tot of Expo and Central...juz kills me...hmm...i knew sth like this was gg to happen...Hmmm...yeah~ hmm yeah..and i dunno who to ask along? ah yo i hv so manygrps of frens...4 grps to b exact..hmm..pri sch frens, sec sch frens, poly fren and church frdens..dunno who to ask along...sometimes it can be so frustrating that i juz wanna throw all of them tgh and forcwe them to be one big HAppy family and all can go out tgh..Humph!....so let's see...i can ask Kris...fan zheng she's free..SO free lor..hahaha nah she has finally gotten the Happy Daze job..so might not be THat free..also has her frens..so hmm....

haha but the Lord sure works in mysterious ways....rmb i said she wanted to get hte HD job but in the end she did not get as there were enuff staff..than a few days back she saw in the Classified that a cafe in grds was looking for waitress and it turned out that that cafe was HD! ya~ can u believe it? it's so wonderful...so Kris has got the job..tho she's freaking out...hmm...but it shld be ok...maybe mon go chill hahah...

hmmm....ONE MORE PAPER!!!!! wahhahaha..huhuhuhuhuhuhhuhuhuhuhu..aaHHHHhaAHAHAHAHAHAHHH~~~~~~~ i CANt WAIT!!!! fEel sO itcHy inside!! wahhaha...hmmm.....hmm here's a review of all the previous papers....let's start off with HR....hmm...my lecturer gave me a 'B' for my previous ICAs and proj..so i pray that after i get back my final marks it would be a Distinction...hmm...i pray that the Lord will answer my prayer...hmm...truthfully, i hv nv gotten a distinction b4...and i'm not sure wad i'll do.....

now for MM...hmm...my ICA was bad....than my debate was..to me..'bad'...than my proj...was gd...so maybe avg it i'll get a 'C' for those...but than i felt i did well for my exam..so i also pray that i'll do well...u know...yupyup...well all i can say is...i'll see how bif the differences is b/t my aim and the actual...hmm...

for biz finance..no words can describe wad i feel towards it...hmm...from start to end...biz fin was a total flop...and i wld really neeed a MIRACLE from ABOVE to letme scrap thru with a 'D'....

and today's paper..Biz Law..hmm...frm all my ICAs and Proj..i think shld be a low 'B'..and with today's paper..i pray it'll pull my grades up...i muz confess that i din start studying for biz law..until the day b4 the paper...but i think i faired well...but as i said...only time will tell..

and for my last paper on fri...hmm...i've juz got one thing to say....: "i cant wait until i leave the examination hall!!!"...

currently...my brain is heated up..thankfully it's not burnt YET! hahhaa...so need to cool off....but not too long...guess will get started on EFMA atnite...u know wad...since last thrusday..i hv not been hving a gd nite's rest...had all kinds of funny dreams and sleepless nits..geeSH...i cant still rmb the first dream i had...it was so awkward..haha i dreamt that i was at this very nice airport (airport was supposed to be in s'pore but than it's too nice and grand to be in s'pore..) waiting for ferlene..she was coming back to visit my frens and i..than i waited for her..and some how for dunno wad reason..i left the airport with joann and loretta..ya~ "WEIRD" and i was using the seimens slide phone..the same one that ferlene was using...than i told her that i was getting the car...than aft that i din stop to pick her up..the dream juz ended like like..."WEIRD!!! hahaha hmm..guess i miss her...

anyway!! one more paper!!! cant wait to get it outta moi system..yeah!

hmm....added more pics and changed the music....mtv..yup yup..

hey...i've given into temptation..hahha...decided to give myself a break to B-L-O-G! lol..and it's ok the FIRST paper and i decided to give myself a break!! 0_0"'

hmm....yup....my brain is in OVER-LOAD! hahaha...hmmm...guess all THose "MUGGING" has done my brain some damage... ^_^..yupyup as i was saying...one paper down.....4 more to GO!! "gEeSZH"...hmmm had my Human Resource paper tOday...hmmm..overall..it wasnt too bad...i PRAY i get a Distinction for this paper....it might sd too far fetch..but i muz aim high..hee hee...i need to add more A's to my grades....it's really sad..so far for my 2 yrs...i hv had only ONE "A"..yupyup...i'm juz an average student...but it's ok....

anyway...know y i decided to blog?? well coz my head's killing me...hmm..hving a slight headache....yupyup..but it's ok....so let know show u the dates of all my papers:

11th March (Fri): HR paper (9-11am) Aim: Distinction
14th March (Mon): Mkting Mgt (9-11am) Aim: B
15th March (Tues): Biz Fin (12.30-2pm) Aim: C..aim high so when fall get a D..
16th March (Wed): Biz Law (12.30-2.30pm) Aim: A
18th March (Fri): EFMA (9-10.30am) Aim: A..initially i aimed for B..but than i tot to myself..i dun wan a C..haha so yup...decided to change it too A...

hmm...juz one more wk to go..but this wk will feel so long..oh i'm getting nervous..hmm...ok man...anyway...yup yup...that's abt it... for exams....

act this time rd...the timing for my papers are all very gd...it's in the morn and aftnn..yupyup..really greatful...

oh ya...i will be gg back to help my sec sch in the sports day...heats on teh 22nd and 23rd this mth...and we gals will most likely be taking part in the alumni race on the 1st April..yeah!! i cant wait to taste teh Track again! hahaha...k gtg...

oh guess wad...i got back my biz fin test results today...rmb the test i took last fri?? ya...guess wad? i flunked it!!!.......hmmm 13 out of 30 marks...reminds me of the movie that Jennifer Garner acted in...13 gg on 30...hmmmm......

hmmmm...i FREAKING DID STUDY LAH!!!IT'S NOT LIKE I DID NOT...BUT IT JUZ SEEMS THAT I CANT REMEMBER OR IS IT THAT I'M JUZ TOOOOOOO DENSE..........................MOREOVER I ALSO FAILED THE FIRST TEST......17 OUT OF 40...HAVE I BECOME SO SLACK IN POLY???? Y IS IT THAT MY FRENS CAN DO SO WELL FOR THIS MODULE???I HATE TO FEEL SO INFERIOR TO OTHERS....YUP..THAT'S MY PROB...I HATE IT SOOSOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHH!!! ARGH!!!!!!! ESP NOW THAT MY EXAMS ARE IN 2 WKS TIME....MY MIND TELLS ME THAT I NEED TO STUDY NOW!!! HOWEVER MY BODY IS NOT LISTENING........IT'SNOT ONLY FOR THIS MODULE BUT I'M ALSO AFRAID OF MY OTHER MODULES..I DUN WANNA GET C's AND D's..I REALLY DUN WAN!!!!

HAI I'M JUZ SO SICK W MY SELF....Y CANT I BE CLEVER....DUN WANNA BE INTELLIGENT LIKE A SMART ALECK..BUT JUZ HV THE BRAINS...AND NOT BE SO DUMB....Y AH? I'M SO USELESS....THIS CANNOT DO...THAT CANNOT DO....DUNNO WAD I'M HERE ON EARTH FOR....I'M WONDERING WAD OUR LORD WANTS OF ME...WAD CAN I DO FOR HIM? I'M SO LOUSY...I'M ALSO NOT SOMEONE WHO WILL GO ALL OUT TO PLEASE A FREN...

I'M A VERY BAD PERSON...I'M SELFISH...I DUN CARE ABT OTHERS...I DUN RMB WAD MY FRENS SAY...DUN RMB THEIR LIKES AND DISLIKES..SO WAD KINDA FREN AM I??

Y CANT I STUDY AH? FREAK LAH!AND MY EXAMS ARE SO NEAR...AND I HV NOT TOUCHED A SINGLE MODULE...I WAN TOO BUT I'M AFRAID TOO..DID I MAKE THE WRONF CHOICE??? IS BIZ MGT NOT MY FORTE? IF SO, THAT WAD IS??

EVERYTHING IS ALL BOTTLED UP INSIDE OF ME...THERE IS SO MANY THINGS....THERE ARE THINGS FROM THE PAST THAT I WAN BACK....I WAN TO GO BACK TO THE PAST...IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER THEN....I LOVE MY MOMMY....I MISS MY DADDY....(IF HE WAS ARD, HE'LL BEAT ME AND FORCE ME TO STUDY)...I MISS MY PARTERNAL GRANDMOTHER...I LOVE HER SO MUCH...I FEEL SO ALONE...BUT I HV BEEN SUCH A BAD GAL...HOW CAN I ASK FOR GD THINGS??

HOW AM I GG TO STUDY??? HOW? HOW? HOW????????
I REALLY WAN TO STUDY BUT STH INSIDE DOES NOT WAN ME TOOOOOO.................
ARGH!!! HMM..MAYBE I'VE DEPRESSION....

<------- yup....i'm at it again...included a column for my pic...lol....pics shown there will be at random...and it wont be changed regularly..haha yup man...hmm....*wonders* wad else can i add? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm............

yeah! finally the 2 presentations are OVER!!! lol....haha Mkting and Hr...lol...ahha so glad that that's all done w...but now comes the tough part....my major exams..hmm..hv not studied and there are so many topics to know.....how?? hmm..better start NOw..lol...hah aokok...well today..i'm feeling happy...lol...hhahahaha...k lah....gg to hv dinner...ltr hv American Idol...hv not been watching it tho...hmm..we'll see....tata..Au Revior

Tsubame: You're a very gentle and pure spirit.
You don't like fighting, and wish that nobody
else in the world did...because violence is
bad. You're also very shy, but are quite
friendly with those who are close to you.


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