was juz looking through all the pictures that i had taken with my track adn field mates and frens in pri adn sec sch....and i'm missing those fun adn crazy times that i had with all of them...
but it seems that even then idk it seems like i'm missing sth in my life...it juz doesnt seem like i hv FULLY enjoyed my life...how i wish i could turn back teh clock....i dk..juz feel miserable.. wad am i doing with my life?? wad will happen next time?? wad will i do?? will i like wad i'll be doing next time??
wad do i fear?? y do i fear wad i say will hurt others or whether wad i said was correct? or wad other want to hear?? y cant i juz be ME?? but wad is me?? y am i so dumb??
WAd i REALLY wish to do is to TRAVEL the whole world...climb the HIGHEST mountain...dive the DEEPEST ocean..sail the FARTHEST seas!!! but wad am i DOing on this small DOT?? it's not i dun like SIngapore juz that I WANT MORE than WAD IT CAN GIVE....I WANT TO SEE PLACES!!! I WANT TO EXPERIENCE WAD THHIS SMALL ISLAND CANT GIVE!!
my life isnt happening....or muz i look ard me to see all that i hv missed??? well maybe sch is happening..but it isnt for me...isit?? hai i juz feel i'm MISSING STH BIG IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW>>>> same old routine day in day out.... FUCK Lah wd do i even wan in my LIFE?? might as well juz slp forever....haha...hmm....but not to worry i'm NOT THAT DUMB as to COMMIT SUICIDE.... hv alot of FACTORS to consider.....and this time rd...i'm not gg to bother abt wad u all think of this post.....this is for me to lay out wad;s on my mind...so juz shut the hell up if u cant std wad i'm writting.... BLEH!!
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
hey juz received a call frm Karnesh...my next stopover is B-Pos iBid...wahhaha hmmm....icic...yupyup...neither happy nor sad...feeling neutral i guess..hmmm...
also..i hv a few names here...dunno which will fit...Agnes, Celestine, Charity, Clare, Hope, Isabel, Jean, Lea, Annabel or Anabelle...
or maybe i shld not choose a Confirmation name...well...it's confusing...there are so many things that i juz need to think abt...it's all so confusing...
but ya...so where are all of ur next STOPOVERS????? let me knwo ya...kpo here...
also..i hv a few names here...dunno which will fit...Agnes, Celestine, Charity, Clare, Hope, Isabel, Jean, Lea, Annabel or Anabelle...
or maybe i shld not choose a Confirmation name...well...it's confusing...there are so many things that i juz need to think abt...it's all so confusing...
but ya...so where are all of ur next STOPOVERS????? let me knwo ya...kpo here...
Sunday, September 26, 2004
hmmm...it' raining at the moment...luckily i camr back home instead of gg out...wahhah yup...welll..wanna ask all of u...shld i choose a confirmation name??? hmm..wad name do u think will suit me?? hailey?? haha clare?? wad will g well with my full name?? Natalie Lois ____ Lee..... any ideas??? i need help...and this is a serious matter so no jking ard...
and today i juz found out that glenn's only 16 yrs old!!!! oh man...he tricked me...and not only me a few others also kena tricked....argH!! coz during our June Confirmation Camp...a few of us were gathered tgh chit chatting in the wee hrs of the morning..ya than he suddenly said that he was 19..well of course i didnt believe it lah..but than he showed us his student pass..and blur us really believed it......wahhaha well only today than all of us found out that he had been bluffing...he also has his driving license...oh man...glenn ah glenn...pls dun scare ur Godfather leh...u scare him than he come and scare us than we also get worried for u..hai
and today i juz found out that glenn's only 16 yrs old!!!! oh man...he tricked me...and not only me a few others also kena tricked....argH!! coz during our June Confirmation Camp...a few of us were gathered tgh chit chatting in the wee hrs of the morning..ya than he suddenly said that he was 19..well of course i didnt believe it lah..but than he showed us his student pass..and blur us really believed it......wahhaha well only today than all of us found out that he had been bluffing...he also has his driving license...oh man...glenn ah glenn...pls dun scare ur Godfather leh...u scare him than he come and scare us than we also get worried for u..hai
Saturday, September 25, 2004
haha...hey....juz lazed ard at home today...hopefully ltr will get ot go jogging again w mom..whaa...
now i'm chatting with ivan adn willie...lol
ivan is telling me that he is taking stress mgt at his uni..haha it's compulsory and he finds it boring..wahhhaa...asked him wad they taught..so this is wad he said...: there are 2 kinds of stress..teh GOOD and the BAD...lol..hhaha...then he say how stress can affect our physical state and the bast part was the trs told them how to relax.....here goes...step 1: just go into a rm, step 2: lie down, step 3: calm ur body, step 4: dun enbrace ur body as embracing is the unecessary tightening of body muscles, step 5: then breathe in from ur nose and breathe out from ur mouth
wahhah..that's all folks..haha go try this at home...lol...that's the end of the exercise...lol...hahahha
aft that...he told me that he had a few tests the last wk and one more test coming up the wk aft next.... hmm...they also hv a proj coming up...haah hv to make a perfect coffee cup.....a CC that enables it to keep the coffee warm for a long time...their proj is roughtly teh same as ours until here...aft that...they will hv to make teh cup...and i mean really make teh cup....they hv to use a lot of materials..that's wad their trs said...wahhaha well all the best in ur proj ivan..
now on to willie...whaha he wants to go shopping man..whahaah well we'll see if tml he goes shopping.....whahahah he says he wants to buy spags, halter..and more..wahah as and i qoute "Life is too precious to not try" whahahha and also he said "we onli have 1 life to try it all..." hha yup...so we'll see..hahah see if tml gg shopping anot..wahhaha
oh mna...i'm hungry
now i'm chatting with ivan adn willie...lol
ivan is telling me that he is taking stress mgt at his uni..haha it's compulsory and he finds it boring..wahhhaa...asked him wad they taught..so this is wad he said...: there are 2 kinds of stress..teh GOOD and the BAD...lol..hhaha...then he say how stress can affect our physical state and the bast part was the trs told them how to relax.....here goes...step 1: just go into a rm, step 2: lie down, step 3: calm ur body, step 4: dun enbrace ur body as embracing is the unecessary tightening of body muscles, step 5: then breathe in from ur nose and breathe out from ur mouth
wahhah..that's all folks..haha go try this at home...lol...that's the end of the exercise...lol...hahahha
aft that...he told me that he had a few tests the last wk and one more test coming up the wk aft next.... hmm...they also hv a proj coming up...haah hv to make a perfect coffee cup.....a CC that enables it to keep the coffee warm for a long time...their proj is roughtly teh same as ours until here...aft that...they will hv to make teh cup...and i mean really make teh cup....they hv to use a lot of materials..that's wad their trs said...wahhaha well all the best in ur proj ivan..
now on to willie...whaha he wants to go shopping man..whahaah well we'll see if tml he goes shopping.....whahahah he says he wants to buy spags, halter..and more..wahah as and i qoute "Life is too precious to not try" whahahha and also he said "we onli have 1 life to try it all..." hha yup...so we'll see..hahah see if tml gg shopping anot..wahhaha
oh mna...i'm hungry
Friday, September 24, 2004
hmm..hahah feel tired but refresh at teh same time..wahhahah juz now went jogging w my mom at our nearby park..wahhaah juz went fo ran hr jog...frm 10.10pm- 11.10pm..haha well...did abit of jogging and stretching......but aft today i finally knoww experienced wad i also tot...i'm in BAD shape...hmm...wanna take away all those fats that i hv ard my waist..haha..
oh ya...juz now at teh park..had 2 couple that quarreled...well...one of them...we in the midst of quarreling,...the lady was heartbroken i think...coz she was crying very hard....and kinda shouting at the guy.....
the 2nd couple think they had a tuff..but wad i saw was that gal marching to the guy...than she stood in front of him..they din say anything....aft awhile..the guy was kneeling down..than...aft that they sat on the bench to talk things out if i'm not wrong..coz the next tiem i looked at them they were kissing..so ya...i happy ending for them...while it lasts...
yup..that's abt wad i saw there.....
oh ya...juz now at teh park..had 2 couple that quarreled...well...one of them...we in the midst of quarreling,...the lady was heartbroken i think...coz she was crying very hard....and kinda shouting at the guy.....
the 2nd couple think they had a tuff..but wad i saw was that gal marching to the guy...than she stood in front of him..they din say anything....aft awhile..the guy was kneeling down..than...aft that they sat on the bench to talk things out if i'm not wrong..coz the next tiem i looked at them they were kissing..so ya...i happy ending for them...while it lasts...
yup..that's abt wad i saw there.....
YEAH!!!
YEAH!!! it's TIME to PARTY!!!! let down my HAIR...and GROOVE to the MUSIC!!! yIpEE!!! 5 weeks at our 2nd stopover has finally gone pass....and BLOCK LEAVE is FINALLy here..wahhaha hv been waitign for this time for a long while....12wks to be exact...hahah
this coming wk will be the time to get everything organised..and to get new and creative ideas....whahaha get INSPIRATION too..hhaha also cant forget shopping...lol...
this wk had been kinda stresful and tiring in a way...we had our FLASH Workshop on wed..and the turn up was FANTASTIC! hahah...the next day mr yuen told us to update the TEP Orientaion Website.....
we still hv a lot of stuff to do....creativity proj, multimedia development proj, confirmation of photoshop workshop, and our own summary report....that's ALOT to do man...hmm...that's abt it...I'M GONNA MAKE FULL USE OF MY BLOCK LEAVE....
this coming wk will be the time to get everything organised..and to get new and creative ideas....whahaha get INSPIRATION too..hhaha also cant forget shopping...lol...
this wk had been kinda stresful and tiring in a way...we had our FLASH Workshop on wed..and the turn up was FANTASTIC! hahah...the next day mr yuen told us to update the TEP Orientaion Website.....
we still hv a lot of stuff to do....creativity proj, multimedia development proj, confirmation of photoshop workshop, and our own summary report....that's ALOT to do man...hmm...that's abt it...I'M GONNA MAKE FULL USE OF MY BLOCK LEAVE....
Monday, September 20, 2004
haha last night chatted w lola on the phone....hahah...talked abt ALOT of things...well act a FEW main TOPICS split into many sub-divisions...hahhahah....
at ard 12.30am sth happened to my phone..hahhah that really FREAKED us put..wAHhahah....i'm a chicken lah...hhahaha....changed phone and it was alright....i slept w the radio on..so ya...hhaaaha...
gave lola a morning call...haha knew she wld not be able to wake up at 7.30..hahhaha..and my guess was dead on..hahhaha....went to sch and completed my storyboard..however..will hv to touch up and stuff...it's not very nice....ate a hashbrown for breakfast than went w qing to eat at mac...had swt corn pie and koolberries for lunch....met ian and gang here.....ian made me eat half of his dory fish and mash potatoes frm Gecko as he said that it was not a filling lunch for me...hmm..now to think of it...think i ate more than him....0_O'''
well it has been a long while since i met up w cin, jing and ian to hv lunch...and today eatting w them was great..hahaha...jing and ian were talking abt some chinese fighting drama..than i cld not catch...so juz enjoyed seeing them tlak abt the fighting scenes and things..hahahh their facial xpressions were so funny..hah ayup...
aft that headed to NC to find lola, hx and ql...hhahah....basically i had to plan my time right...hahaha...
came back rm...searched for the Lourdes thingy that will be happening this 4th of Dec at the Indoor Stad...than my whole grp met yuan at D408 for the Flash rehearsal...left teh rm and 5+ to go and collect my mooncakes....mom came to bring the mooncakes home....
waited for ber to lock up and all than went back w her...while waiting for ber...many other ppl waited too..haha..ian, rox and al...hhaha...see so many ppl....came home and than distributed the mooncakes...and than went for a ride....mom sent the mooncakes to 2 of my aunts...also went to Clyve's place to give him his mooncake....haha yupypu and back here typing....k gtg already..nitenite...slp tight....dun let the bed bugs bite..hahaha....chEerX
at ard 12.30am sth happened to my phone..hahhah that really FREAKED us put..wAHhahah....i'm a chicken lah...hhahaha....changed phone and it was alright....i slept w the radio on..so ya...hhaaaha...
gave lola a morning call...haha knew she wld not be able to wake up at 7.30..hahhaha..and my guess was dead on..hahhaha....went to sch and completed my storyboard..however..will hv to touch up and stuff...it's not very nice....ate a hashbrown for breakfast than went w qing to eat at mac...had swt corn pie and koolberries for lunch....met ian and gang here.....ian made me eat half of his dory fish and mash potatoes frm Gecko as he said that it was not a filling lunch for me...hmm..now to think of it...think i ate more than him....0_O'''
well it has been a long while since i met up w cin, jing and ian to hv lunch...and today eatting w them was great..hahaha...jing and ian were talking abt some chinese fighting drama..than i cld not catch...so juz enjoyed seeing them tlak abt the fighting scenes and things..hahahh their facial xpressions were so funny..hah ayup...
aft that headed to NC to find lola, hx and ql...hhahah....basically i had to plan my time right...hahaha...
came back rm...searched for the Lourdes thingy that will be happening this 4th of Dec at the Indoor Stad...than my whole grp met yuan at D408 for the Flash rehearsal...left teh rm and 5+ to go and collect my mooncakes....mom came to bring the mooncakes home....
waited for ber to lock up and all than went back w her...while waiting for ber...many other ppl waited too..haha..ian, rox and al...hhaha...see so many ppl....came home and than distributed the mooncakes...and than went for a ride....mom sent the mooncakes to 2 of my aunts...also went to Clyve's place to give him his mooncake....haha yupypu and back here typing....k gtg already..nitenite...slp tight....dun let the bed bugs bite..hahaha....chEerX
Sunday, September 19, 2004
today was an intersting day.... first went to the airport....haha reached there at abt 7.11am...and bren was late ....she came at 8++am...hai yo...this is not the first time ..but wasnt that angry..coz it's really been awhile since i had awaken so early to go anywhere....and the air was really REFRESHING.....so told myself that i wld enjoy the day....
took bus 24 all the way to T1...man my butt was numb aft the ride.....50 mins bus ride.... O_0"' luckily i brought a bk to read...if not i wld not hv knew wad i wld hv done at the terminal while waiting for bren.... had Mac for breakfast than posed for bren...argH...sO paiseh...hahah...
aft that took 24 back to church..so another 50mins on the bus....guess i'll be getting motion sickness soon....had confirmation class than we had a surprise...hahha we had a mini celebration for all the September babies...haha so swt rite?? haha..mine's feb and not many of my frens celebrate in feb...so sad...hahahha...
aft class...went w bren to Orchard....went to cathch the movie: Dodgeball; A True Underdog Story...hmm...haha this show was nice in a way...haha kinda disgusting at parts...but overall a not-bad-show to catch..juz for laugh....continued to walk and decided to go to Skate Park...wHAha me made e right choice...lol...saw 2 caucasian boys...lol...w their father that is...and bren decided to take them while they were doing their stuff..lol...the older boy was blading while the younger one was practising his skateboarding stunts...hahaha...younger boy was cute..lol...wasted din ask for their names...hahhaha even took a few pics w them..wAHahhaha *ponders* maybe i shld find a caucasian bf...WHAhahah but one thing i hv observed...caucasians are more friendly than us asians...y ah??? rather prefer their attitude....
and another thing....they dun hv to dress skater to look skater....it comes so naturally to them....
headed to Coffee Club to slack...than walk walk ard b4 heading home...hahaha well...i'm gonna predict that next wk i'm gonna be broke...gosh hv to pay for the presents that we bought for the September babies... Man~~~ hahha
took bus 24 all the way to T1...man my butt was numb aft the ride.....50 mins bus ride.... O_0"' luckily i brought a bk to read...if not i wld not hv knew wad i wld hv done at the terminal while waiting for bren.... had Mac for breakfast than posed for bren...argH...sO paiseh...hahah...
aft that took 24 back to church..so another 50mins on the bus....guess i'll be getting motion sickness soon....had confirmation class than we had a surprise...hahha we had a mini celebration for all the September babies...haha so swt rite?? haha..mine's feb and not many of my frens celebrate in feb...so sad...hahahha...
aft class...went w bren to Orchard....went to cathch the movie: Dodgeball; A True Underdog Story...hmm...haha this show was nice in a way...haha kinda disgusting at parts...but overall a not-bad-show to catch..juz for laugh....continued to walk and decided to go to Skate Park...wHAha me made e right choice...lol...saw 2 caucasian boys...lol...w their father that is...and bren decided to take them while they were doing their stuff..lol...the older boy was blading while the younger one was practising his skateboarding stunts...hahaha...younger boy was cute..lol...wasted din ask for their names...hahhaha even took a few pics w them..wAHahhaha *ponders* maybe i shld find a caucasian bf...WHAhahah but one thing i hv observed...caucasians are more friendly than us asians...y ah??? rather prefer their attitude....
and another thing....they dun hv to dress skater to look skater....it comes so naturally to them....
headed to Coffee Club to slack...than walk walk ard b4 heading home...hahaha well...i'm gonna predict that next wk i'm gonna be broke...gosh hv to pay for the presents that we bought for the September babies... Man~~~ hahha
Saturday, September 18, 2004
hmm...today was a very interesting day...hahha however the intersting part only started in the aftnn...hahah YLM had organised a Youth Mass...and guess wad...esper and i were the backup singers.....oh man...hmmm... well...it was an eye-opener...and an experience & exposure not to be missed....however i dun think i'll wanna b one of the singers....voice not gd lah....ahhahah..that's a fact...how i wish i cld be gd in sth....other than runnign which i think does not count since my stamina has deteoriated...
haha...yeah...tml hv to wake up very early in the morn geesH...and to go where??? AIRPORT!!! hai...7am muz be there so that means i'll hv to wake up at 5pm!!! oh man..it's been a very long time since i had awaken at that godforsaken hr....hai and all coz i hv to help bren.....see wad a gd fren i am...hahhaa...luckily i dun hv to go for mornign mass tml ....if not i'll hv to wake up at 4am...juz to meet bren at 6am at the airport...i'm greatful for that....
so guess i bette go orh orh already....tata...
things to do: 1) Collect Mooncakes 2) Storyboard 3) Flash Workshop 4) Creativity Proj 5) MMD Proj & 6) Personal Selling Website
haha...yeah...tml hv to wake up very early in the morn geesH...and to go where??? AIRPORT!!! hai...7am muz be there so that means i'll hv to wake up at 5pm!!! oh man..it's been a very long time since i had awaken at that godforsaken hr....hai and all coz i hv to help bren.....see wad a gd fren i am...hahhaa...luckily i dun hv to go for mornign mass tml ....if not i'll hv to wake up at 4am...juz to meet bren at 6am at the airport...i'm greatful for that....
so guess i bette go orh orh already....tata...
things to do: 1) Collect Mooncakes 2) Storyboard 3) Flash Workshop 4) Creativity Proj 5) MMD Proj & 6) Personal Selling Website
Friday, September 17, 2004
hmm....today did sth diff...haha went to amk's KFC to eat.....wahha the 4 of us: yang hong, lola, hui xian and me...jk sia...we dicided to take a cab down...since too lazy to walk and no one drives..so ya...the best part is yang hong flaged down a Mercedes cab..WAHhaa and only to sit for a short while.....-_-''' was damn paiseh...hhaa...well...sth happened during lunch that still puzzles me..haha while we were eating..lola's mood suddenly changed....hmm..not sure wad happened..but hope u are feeling better lola....
thur out the day was doing my storyboard....slacking...going to atrium to see rox adn cin...ya...aft lunch came back to the rm to discuss the Creative Proj...finally hv it moving...ahhaha
ltr hv dance...shld i or shld'nt i go??? y everytime friday's i'm always wondering if i shld go dance anot...hmm....idk leh...
thur out the day was doing my storyboard....slacking...going to atrium to see rox adn cin...ya...aft lunch came back to the rm to discuss the Creative Proj...finally hv it moving...ahhaha
ltr hv dance...shld i or shld'nt i go??? y everytime friday's i'm always wondering if i shld go dance anot...hmm....idk leh...
Thursday, September 16, 2004
i'm UNREASONABLE..yes..thank you...hmm....that's me...wad else ah?? let's see..wad i can say abt myself...yeah..i'm forgetful, i'm a bitch, i cant be bothered w wad ppl say, i show attitude...wadever lah....i LOVE MYSELF!!!!! who's to say otherwise??????!!!!!!!! yeah!
well...basically today did nth AGAIN...,other than gg to the atrium to see cin and rox and to meet up w ian and jing yi,the rest of the day SUXED BIG TIME!!!!! argH!!!! yeah...i've changed alot in this few weeks..and i cant seem to find myself....wad's my life coming toooooooooooooo??? geesh....how nice if i cld turn back to time to when i was younger and more carefree...with nth to worry...how nice if i cld stop time right there adn then....where days were nicer adn brighter, where there were no worries and problems, where life seemed more meaningful....look at wad i hv become now....
well...basically today did nth AGAIN...,other than gg to the atrium to see cin and rox and to meet up w ian and jing yi,the rest of the day SUXED BIG TIME!!!!! argH!!!! yeah...i've changed alot in this few weeks..and i cant seem to find myself....wad's my life coming toooooooooooooo??? geesh....how nice if i cld turn back to time to when i was younger and more carefree...with nth to worry...how nice if i cld stop time right there adn then....where days were nicer adn brighter, where there were no worries and problems, where life seemed more meaningful....look at wad i hv become now....
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
hey hey..haha...here to blog...dUh~~~ ah well for the pass few days hv benn doing nth but slacking....hmm..gotta get my act tgh...start on al my projects...gEeshH.... today hv aft hving breakfast...slack until 11.45 than went for lunch w qing...than we had the flash workshop rehearsal....wah...frm 12.30 - 3.30...wanted to slp man...not coz of the speakers lah..juz that been thru the first rehearsal b4 than moreover it's 3 hrs...
ya aft that went down to look for lola in her rm..but so happened that she same out..so managed to meet her outside her rm....hahah yup chatted than went down to lvl 3 to look for debi..hhahha...slack there for awhile than went to Bpos..haha seemed like we were going visiting today..wAHhahah frm one stopover to another....hahah..yeah aft that realized that we had the personal selling briefing.. on man this time rd we can personal sell on travel packages!! I WANNA GO ON VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe ask my mummy..hee hee...hmm..next rd stopover..when we hv black leave...wAnna gO hOliday??? hhahah.....wad do u PPpl SAY??? hahaha...Man i'm SO exCited!!! hee hee....
ya aft the briefing ...wanted to eat so lola and i headed to the Shopping Arcade to buy tibits...than went to the 4th lvl to sit and chit chat...hahhaha...eat and chatted Hui xian was also w us...haha yeah...well...guess that was teh time that i laughted the hardest in a long while...nv laughted to hard....haha wanna know the details read lola's blog.... haha see lola..i'm promotign ur blog... he ehee...
yup called my mom..asked her to pick me up..coz frm sch can str8 away go and get my contact len....had dinner at Heartland Mall..than frm there we headed to Auntuy's palce..haha coz i wanted to see Gordon..lol...well he was excited to see us..kept waggign his tail ..non-stop..hahah but welll guess i'm still kinda afraid of him...haha not used to it i guess...he's a tough dog...
hai i LOVE cats adn dogs...but i'm frightened of some of them..haha y ah?? i always wish that i'm not afraid of them and that i can get along well w all of them...haha will that come true??? aahah OF cOURSE it will rite?? ah well..talkign to myself...WADEVER~
ya aft that went down to look for lola in her rm..but so happened that she same out..so managed to meet her outside her rm....hahah yup chatted than went down to lvl 3 to look for debi..hhahha...slack there for awhile than went to Bpos..haha seemed like we were going visiting today..wAHhahah frm one stopover to another....hahah..yeah aft that realized that we had the personal selling briefing.. on man this time rd we can personal sell on travel packages!! I WANNA GO ON VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe ask my mummy..hee hee...hmm..next rd stopover..when we hv black leave...wAnna gO hOliday??? hhahah.....wad do u PPpl SAY??? hahaha...Man i'm SO exCited!!! hee hee....
ya aft the briefing ...wanted to eat so lola and i headed to the Shopping Arcade to buy tibits...than went to the 4th lvl to sit and chit chat...hahhaha...eat and chatted Hui xian was also w us...haha yeah...well...guess that was teh time that i laughted the hardest in a long while...nv laughted to hard....haha wanna know the details read lola's blog.... haha see lola..i'm promotign ur blog... he ehee...
yup called my mom..asked her to pick me up..coz frm sch can str8 away go and get my contact len....had dinner at Heartland Mall..than frm there we headed to Auntuy's palce..haha coz i wanted to see Gordon..lol...well he was excited to see us..kept waggign his tail ..non-stop..hahah but welll guess i'm still kinda afraid of him...haha not used to it i guess...he's a tough dog...
hai i LOVE cats adn dogs...but i'm frightened of some of them..haha y ah?? i always wish that i'm not afraid of them and that i can get along well w all of them...haha will that come true??? aahah OF cOURSE it will rite?? ah well..talkign to myself...WADEVER~
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Sunday, September 12, 2004
hey hey...was supposed to help out in the RCIY Baptism batch their canteen duty..hahha..but woke up late...hee hee...was to be in church at 7am however got up at 8am....wAHahhaha landed up reachign church at 9am...oPps....
ilona and i helped aaron and his mom to sell her home-made "Kong bak Bao" haha aunty's KBB is very delicious!..hahah
anyway aft canteen ilona and i headed for lesson...today's class was diff...had role playing adn than sharign sessions...i also pray for Glenn..coz heard frm his Godfather that the day b4 the Indonesia bomb blast, he had gone back to Indonesia and up to now Steven has not heard frm him...oh man..really pray to the Lord for those ppl in Indonesia...and that we'll get a reply frm Glenn..
aft class..went to j8 to hv lunch than headed home to rest adn change....than went for evening mass...ashley sent ilona and i home...yeah...
ilona and i helped aaron and his mom to sell her home-made "Kong bak Bao" haha aunty's KBB is very delicious!..hahah
anyway aft canteen ilona and i headed for lesson...today's class was diff...had role playing adn than sharign sessions...i also pray for Glenn..coz heard frm his Godfather that the day b4 the Indonesia bomb blast, he had gone back to Indonesia and up to now Steven has not heard frm him...oh man..really pray to the Lord for those ppl in Indonesia...and that we'll get a reply frm Glenn..
aft class..went to j8 to hv lunch than headed home to rest adn change....than went for evening mass...ashley sent ilona and i home...yeah...
Saturday, September 11, 2004
wow!! stayed home today
not bad too lah...came online and chatted w some ppl like lola, willie, druce, bren and ivan....
din go out today...as mom was cooking...hahha YUMMY!!!! mom cooked chili crab adn mutton soup!! *drools* hahah..so long nv cook this kinda fd alreayd....moreover sis adn bro in law were coming...they brough along Gigi..hhaha once she stepped in the house...headed st8 for hte kitchen hahahhaa hungry gal..hahaha...anway cld not let her eat the chili crab adn mutton so in hte end let her eat abit of the bread and a slice of apple......yea....not bad at all...rally love the wkends in a way..as will be able to see jie, bro in law and Gigi...than more virbrant...yeah....ahahhahaha...
tml will be a hectic day for me sia...morn go church to help out in the canteen..than hv class...aft class hv to meet bren coz i need to b her model for one of her proj...geesh!! hahahaya than aft that hv to rush back to church for sunset mass....at the end of the day i'll be so tired..lol...hhaaha but that's the way my life is i guess...hahaha
not bad too lah...came online and chatted w some ppl like lola, willie, druce, bren and ivan....
din go out today...as mom was cooking...hahha YUMMY!!!! mom cooked chili crab adn mutton soup!! *drools* hahah..so long nv cook this kinda fd alreayd....moreover sis adn bro in law were coming...they brough along Gigi..hhaha once she stepped in the house...headed st8 for hte kitchen hahahhaa hungry gal..hahaha...anway cld not let her eat the chili crab adn mutton so in hte end let her eat abit of the bread and a slice of apple......yea....not bad at all...rally love the wkends in a way..as will be able to see jie, bro in law and Gigi...than more virbrant...yeah....ahahhahaha...
tml will be a hectic day for me sia...morn go church to help out in the canteen..than hv class...aft class hv to meet bren coz i need to b her model for one of her proj...geesh!! hahahaya than aft that hv to rush back to church for sunset mass....at the end of the day i'll be so tired..lol...hhaaha but that's the way my life is i guess...hahaha
A quick update on the day's happenings:
came to sch; had review session. aft that went back to rm adn showed Karmen wad we did...
don hv breakfast...so waited until 12.30pm b4 meeting up w deb to hv lunch at North Canteen....lola and vInce joined us ltr...oh ya at N.C i saw chi ho and jeff..they told me that they were goin gfor this party at Chinablack today...and i was very TEMPTED to GO..!!1 haha...rally wanted to go since there were frens going...was very very very very tempted..coz firstly, hv not gone clubbing for a very long time already....2ndly might be able to see bmt and lastly, can share cab back w chi ho as he lives naerby..yupyup...
however, the cons were, i had FB dance practise, than juz minutes b4 i met chi ho i had alreayd promised Aaron that i wld go for charismatic, called bren but she din seem keen on gg and i was torn b/t..so had to make a decision...and i had decided that i wld not go....
tHere will be other times...haha yeah...so went for dance...today's dance was ok lah...but fewer ppl than in the beginning....left w ilona at 7.30pm to go for Charismatic.... than chilled at the coffee Shop behind church....than came home...
received a letter frm the SSDC....and guess wad..hah ai PASSED my BTT...hmm...ya...kinda happy that i managed to pass...but now hv to take another test...ya...and i dunno if can take school anot...think sch is better....dunno leh...will hv to ask sis...hmm....so a.that's abt it....
came to sch; had review session. aft that went back to rm adn showed Karmen wad we did...
don hv breakfast...so waited until 12.30pm b4 meeting up w deb to hv lunch at North Canteen....lola and vInce joined us ltr...oh ya at N.C i saw chi ho and jeff..they told me that they were goin gfor this party at Chinablack today...and i was very TEMPTED to GO..!!1 haha...rally wanted to go since there were frens going...was very very very very tempted..coz firstly, hv not gone clubbing for a very long time already....2ndly might be able to see bmt and lastly, can share cab back w chi ho as he lives naerby..yupyup...
however, the cons were, i had FB dance practise, than juz minutes b4 i met chi ho i had alreayd promised Aaron that i wld go for charismatic, called bren but she din seem keen on gg and i was torn b/t..so had to make a decision...and i had decided that i wld not go....
tHere will be other times...haha yeah...so went for dance...today's dance was ok lah...but fewer ppl than in the beginning....left w ilona at 7.30pm to go for Charismatic.... than chilled at the coffee Shop behind church....than came home...
received a letter frm the SSDC....and guess wad..hah ai PASSED my BTT...hmm...ya...kinda happy that i managed to pass...but now hv to take another test...ya...and i dunno if can take school anot...think sch is better....dunno leh...will hv to ask sis...hmm....so a.that's abt it....
Thursday, September 09, 2004
hey hey hey..changed my song..hee hee hee...well i really LOVe this song...tho it can be abit irritating if u listen to it for too long..so i wont put it up for long..but i juz wanna share wad i like..so yup yup...for now it'll be this song: Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus....
this song really brings back fond memories of the time that i went to YJC w bren to see ber..hahha...i'm amazing that until now this song still makes me smile...hee ee..yeah~ ^_^
hmm..wad did i do today?? basically i spent my whole day studying...yup had ICA2..so bo bian....wad really amazing me was that i went to study in the Library..yup w Lola, Hui Xian and Qing Lin..hahha...but think it's coz it's been mths since i really studied thus i slept..hee hee..but rest assured that i did look through the notes...hahha....
the ICA was ok..i think....
aft that slack and chatted w ian, rox adn cin...it's really been a while since the few of us had really and i mean really sat down to talk....it was great!!
argH!! and tml i'll be presenting in the sharing session...gosh!! i'm dreading it..am i dreading it?? yes, i'm dreading it...humpH....ah well....tml will hv a big bag..coz w formal wear and than my attire for dance...yeah..
this song really brings back fond memories of the time that i went to YJC w bren to see ber..hahha...i'm amazing that until now this song still makes me smile...hee ee..yeah~ ^_^
hmm..wad did i do today?? basically i spent my whole day studying...yup had ICA2..so bo bian....wad really amazing me was that i went to study in the Library..yup w Lola, Hui Xian and Qing Lin..hahha...but think it's coz it's been mths since i really studied thus i slept..hee hee..but rest assured that i did look through the notes...hahha....
the ICA was ok..i think....
aft that slack and chatted w ian, rox adn cin...it's really been a while since the few of us had really and i mean really sat down to talk....it was great!!
argH!! and tml i'll be presenting in the sharing session...gosh!! i'm dreading it..am i dreading it?? yes, i'm dreading it...humpH....ah well....tml will hv a big bag..coz w formal wear and than my attire for dance...yeah..
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
hmm..heard abt this blog.... http://www.nyptep.blogspot.com well the only thing i can say abt it...those 3 peeps sure are damn bored over at their stopovers...geesh! shld tell their supervisor...muhahhaha
anyway will link it..coz it's interesting to hear wad they hv to biTch abt others...
well that's abt wad i wanna type... bOreDom sUre makes tHe mInd DO STUPID things...that entertain OTHERS....
anyway will link it..coz it's interesting to hear wad they hv to biTch abt others...
well that's abt wad i wanna type... bOreDom sUre makes tHe mInd DO STUPID things...that entertain OTHERS....
Monday, September 06, 2004
hmm...overall today was not bad...juz that i think i'm jinXed...beginnign of the day and i already tore my contact len so tml u'll see me in specs...:S....
today helped to man the stall..haha...nto bad.. juz that i find 3 is a crowd...and including is 4 of us manign ONE stall..man that's like so jam packed..so ya...din really use my full potential..ya..only once in a while help to pick and blend the fruit..hai...
during lunch break..ian accompanied me to FJ..he filled me in on all that had been happening...yup yup...thanks pal for keeping me accompany during my lunch...
aft sch...went back home w ber......told my mom abt my contact len..and she said we better go make a new one...geesh i'm so embarrassed...this is my how many times that i had to go and make my lens..hai...am i too 'chor lor'?? hai waste so much $$ also...sheEsH....
so went hougang mall to make my len..than headed to my aunt's palce..haha went there to also see Gordon...well Gordon's a bull terrier...yea..initally was kinda afraid of him..that he wld bite adn bark..but amazingly he din..in fact once he saw my mom and i he started to wag his tail...oooWW....SO cUTE!!! hahaha...he;s such a cutey.GiGI too..hahah.. onee thing abt him that i got to know today..is he's an Attention Seeker..haha..my uncle told me that...a few days b4..when not one was at home except for my cousin who was slping....Gordon came ito the rm adn barked into my cousin's ear..!! oh MY!! hahahah..SO funny...wah..my cousin scolded him adn as him to go out...than a few mins ltr...he again came into the rm adn this time rd he pulled my cousin's shorts....wAhahahha...he juz wanted attention..lol..but he's SO CLever...playful also lah...hahah...
haha..wah my sis and my uncle all hv dogs at home..i also wan!! but mom dun allow..hahah/...
today helped to man the stall..haha...nto bad.. juz that i find 3 is a crowd...and including is 4 of us manign ONE stall..man that's like so jam packed..so ya...din really use my full potential..ya..only once in a while help to pick and blend the fruit..hai...
during lunch break..ian accompanied me to FJ..he filled me in on all that had been happening...yup yup...thanks pal for keeping me accompany during my lunch...
aft sch...went back home w ber......told my mom abt my contact len..and she said we better go make a new one...geesh i'm so embarrassed...this is my how many times that i had to go and make my lens..hai...am i too 'chor lor'?? hai waste so much $$ also...sheEsH....
so went hougang mall to make my len..than headed to my aunt's palce..haha went there to also see Gordon...well Gordon's a bull terrier...yea..initally was kinda afraid of him..that he wld bite adn bark..but amazingly he din..in fact once he saw my mom and i he started to wag his tail...oooWW....SO cUTE!!! hahaha...he;s such a cutey.GiGI too..hahah.. onee thing abt him that i got to know today..is he's an Attention Seeker..haha..my uncle told me that...a few days b4..when not one was at home except for my cousin who was slping....Gordon came ito the rm adn barked into my cousin's ear..!! oh MY!! hahahah..SO funny...wah..my cousin scolded him adn as him to go out...than a few mins ltr...he again came into the rm adn this time rd he pulled my cousin's shorts....wAhahahha...he juz wanted attention..lol..but he's SO CLever...playful also lah...hahah...
haha..wah my sis and my uncle all hv dogs at home..i also wan!! but mom dun allow..hahah/...
Sunday, September 05, 2004
wow...today the usual..went for 9.45am mass....than had sharing session w the RCIY people...once my grp had finish sharing i decided to head out of the rm..hahah...to my surprised Robin told me that bmt was in church..wHAhaha...hmm...it's been a very long time since i saw him...more than 6 mths...well...too bad i din get to talk to him...*big sigh* wasted lah...hee hee
i tot aft session cld see him but too bad..guess he left already..so yupyup...*wOnders* when will be the next time...
we headed to the Broadway mkt at AMK...than went to play Pool w fred, den, ilona...aaron & kenny came later...wah it was damn demoralizing....to play w fred lor...he's damn gOOd..kenny adn aaron we no better...luckily din play w them if not i wont play pool anymore...landed up ilona and i played tgh..hahahha...
aft a few hrs of pool we went Mac to CHill than came home aft that....hopefully jie brings GIGI along..haha than can play adn sayang her...hahaha
i tot aft session cld see him but too bad..guess he left already..so yupyup...*wOnders* when will be the next time...
we headed to the Broadway mkt at AMK...than went to play Pool w fred, den, ilona...aaron & kenny came later...wah it was damn demoralizing....to play w fred lor...he's damn gOOd..kenny adn aaron we no better...luckily din play w them if not i wont play pool anymore...landed up ilona and i played tgh..hahahha...
aft a few hrs of pool we went Mac to CHill than came home aft that....hopefully jie brings GIGI along..haha than can play adn sayang her...hahaha
Saturday, September 04, 2004
geesh~ i had a GR8 rest..haha ya lor....slept until 2.45pm..hee hee :P life's so great....anyway din go back sec sch..hai...SO sad....:( guess some other time ba...
oh ya...gotta study for ICA2 humph....so many things to do in this stopover man...hai...neway...i'll try to manage hahah..goSH life's bOring...need SOme acTivities..maybe cHalet or BBq or sTh...wHo Knows yea....
oh ya...gotta study for ICA2 humph....so many things to do in this stopover man...hai...neway...i'll try to manage hahah..goSH life's bOring...need SOme acTivities..maybe cHalet or BBq or sTh...wHo Knows yea....
haha hey hey hey...gd NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 5 days work wk for US!!!! yea...no more gg to sch on SAT...hahah i'm so gald...can finally slp in LATE!!! yeaH BABY!!! howevr.......there is a catch...frm mon to thurs..instead of working frm 8.30 5.30...it'll be frm 8.30- 6....yea and fri will be the usual.....8.30-5.30....
today played some events at the NYP Forum...the SW ppl organized it..yup....aft that went back to the rm...
i hv decided to b involved in the Sch Belle and Beau Event this Mon and TUes..haha..will be helpin out the Yogurt Ice-cream Aunty...gotta report to sch on the usual time so no biggie.....
aft sch met up w ilona and we headed down to ECP...FB were hving BBQ hahah...beginnign was still kinda awkward....but aft that things began to warm up...yeah~ hahaha played a few card games...and one was like Turht Or Dare..waHahha now i know sth new to play already..muahahahha...it's gOnna bE cOol....so of the dares included...sharing a red chilli, touching the nose (nose 2 nose)3x,actign out a break up scene, a couple was to lie on the flr..pretending to be kissing..yup...of ya..and and biting the earlobe of another person's...AND IT WAS JUZ A WARM UP!!! oh my..hahah overall really enhoyed myself...oh ya...chi ho also went w jeff and wei ming...hahaha yea...nice day..cant wait to plan a chalet hahaha...maybe for EM...dunno leh muz think out it w ken and see who else wanna be involved tooo....
today played some events at the NYP Forum...the SW ppl organized it..yup....aft that went back to the rm...
i hv decided to b involved in the Sch Belle and Beau Event this Mon and TUes..haha..will be helpin out the Yogurt Ice-cream Aunty...gotta report to sch on the usual time so no biggie.....
aft sch met up w ilona and we headed down to ECP...FB were hving BBQ hahah...beginnign was still kinda awkward....but aft that things began to warm up...yeah~ hahaha played a few card games...and one was like Turht Or Dare..waHahha now i know sth new to play already..muahahahha...it's gOnna bE cOol....so of the dares included...sharing a red chilli, touching the nose (nose 2 nose)3x,actign out a break up scene, a couple was to lie on the flr..pretending to be kissing..yup...of ya..and and biting the earlobe of another person's...AND IT WAS JUZ A WARM UP!!! oh my..hahah overall really enhoyed myself...oh ya...chi ho also went w jeff and wei ming...hahaha yea...nice day..cant wait to plan a chalet hahaha...maybe for EM...dunno leh muz think out it w ken and see who else wanna be involved tooo....
Thursday, September 02, 2004
ytd..din go for dance...no mood...haha maybe coz i find it sian..dunno leh..msg km ask if she gg also nv reply...haha...hai like that lor...
hmm..anyway i think i made a good choice...by going home..hahah had dinner w mommy, sis adn say kee...yeah...aft that went to their place...wad to do? had to send them home..hee hee anyway wld gladly follow coz i can play w GiGi..hee hee...she's so cute~~~~ she started jumping on us once we walked into the house...haha...played w her for a while than jie jie brought her down to walk and play w her frens..
hmm..i c lah if can scan her pic than i'll put it up here...
went str* to bed aft i came back....yeah...
today think i'm gonna learn Photoshop and discuss wad we're gonnna plan...than aft sch will be meeting cass, eve and maybe aaron...hahah..going for another talk....yupyup
hmm..anyway i think i made a good choice...by going home..hahah had dinner w mommy, sis adn say kee...yeah...aft that went to their place...wad to do? had to send them home..hee hee anyway wld gladly follow coz i can play w GiGi..hee hee...she's so cute~~~~ she started jumping on us once we walked into the house...haha...played w her for a while than jie jie brought her down to walk and play w her frens..
hmm..i c lah if can scan her pic than i'll put it up here...
went str* to bed aft i came back....yeah...
today think i'm gonna learn Photoshop and discuss wad we're gonnna plan...than aft sch will be meeting cass, eve and maybe aaron...hahah..going for another talk....yupyup
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