yO...ytd...cass, wilson, wan yan, chen pei, celeste and i went to J8 to watch Chronicals of Narnia..haha 2 1/2 hrs ...first part was draggy but it turned out great..haha..oh ya....when the lion killed the witch...it ended tooooo faSt...wAHhaha...

anw, b4 the show...ivan and fred met up w us for awhile..haha yup yup...aft the show...teh 6 of us went to play pooL...wAHhaha yup yup..Interesting...than went home...again saw fred, and this time w dennis and philip at S11 near the Pool...when we were gg HOme...HAhah

and cass came over to stay..haha her last time being able to stay over b4 she goes back to woRk..waHahha we din slp until 5 plus in the morning...waHhaha cOol....shld hv more of this slp overs..waHhaha...interesting ..haha can get to dig out our deep dark secrets..AHha aokok KiddIng...but ya..slp overs are fUn..Lol...wonders if when i'm 20, 21, 22 or even 23 i'll still hv slp overs? whahahah

anw, we slept for like 4 hrs b4 we had to get up...coz i had to go for my Minor OpeRaTion..wahhaha had my wisdom tOoth exTracTed...wAHhaha..yupyup...took 20mins frm the time i went in to the time i came out...whahahha....wah..Dr. Koh..used injections instead of the spray thing that bernard or daryl adn mom told me abt..waahhhah..but din really hv any feel when he injected coz gum no feeling one
wahhahah..and then he drilled my tooth!!! wAHhahah...freaked me out...wahhaha well not literally tho..haha...act it wasnt as scary as i tot...thank the Lord...!!! then went to aunt's place for a while adn then came home...slacked at my beanie in teh hall..hahha slept there tooo..WHAhahah so sad..i had to eat porridge !!! :( hahahha...SObs..

tml will be gg to TP..coz bren wants me to help her in some stuff...and some pdt shots...ahha...

hey Blessed Christmas to One and ALL hahha how was ur Christmas day??? Well this Christmas was really STH Special...haha....the eve of Christmas Eve...hhaha we went caroling over at Joy's and Aaron's place....yup yup..it sure was Fun..and Caroling was WAY better than wad i had Expected man...hhahah...i can safely say that we had managed to bring the True Christmas spirit to the families that we visited..yeAH...!!!! haha and juz ytd...we went to Daryl's Godfather's place and also Daryl's Place..haha not bad at all...hahah...

Maybe if all goes well mommy might be able to open our house for caroling...and guess we need to be more involved with church stuff and all...hahha....hmmm life is so much better this Christmas...haha...

Ya aft Darly's place last nite...Ivan, Fred, Bernard, Mich, Cass and I went out to chill hahah...at first we went to Liquid Kitchen over at Gardens but the svc there SUCKED Big TIme man...At first the waitress told us that there were not enuff seats..so cass stood...than awhile ltr...she came back to our table and ACTUALLY asked freddie if he cld give up his seat to another group of ppl....and u know wad the REASON wAS??? It was because they had came first...so we were like "What the Hell...." and landed up fred and i told the rest to leave.... i mean... wad kinda CUSTOMER SERVICE is this man...haha and to think that i heard Liquid Kitchen was not bad...ya maybe the food there is good...but the service there sure isnt...maybe it's juz at Garden..i shall give them the benefit of the doubt...yup this First impression has sure left a mark in my memeory...

anw, we landed up gg to Grapevine...haha yeah...is was so much better hahhaha...stayed there until 1am..wAgaga oh ya...did i tell u that Ivan drove..wAHha first time sitting in his car...wHAhahah...FUnny....but not bad sia...smooth driver...yeah....

as for this morn...went to sch to get my insurance done...yupyup and than went to hv lunch at Serangoon Gardens Market...guess wad i saw there...haha FANN WONG!!! haha she and another actor was acting....yeah...but too bad i wont be featured in the show..wAHhaha coz camera angel was shooting away from our direction...hahha also saw my uncle there...haha...well FAnn Wong looks pretty in person...no wonder Christopher Lee will like her..hahhah...managed to take a few pics but than they were v far away...yeah man....

anw, will be gg to watch Chronicals if Narnia w Wilson. Wan Yan, Chen Pei, Celeste and Cass...haha yeah..finally...juz a few of them only lah...nth big..hope it will be worth watching...hahha maybe will be gg to play pool aft that...hee hee...yup yup so for now...there is nth to do...kinda tired act...

yeah! today i'll be gg for my fren's wedding dinner..Hee hee....caNt waIt..Lol...in the mean time..think only 4 of us will be bking our tickets first...oz teh other gal...hasnot received the acceptance letter from the uni over in Negocia...wAHhaha hey i'm getting better in typing...no need to look at the keyboard that often already....heee vast improvement Lol...

anyway...it's early...as in it's only 11 plus in the morning....might be finalising the flight tickets ltr...hmmmm bking airline tickets are so fun...lol..maybe shld try gg on a vacation w frens only....act...cass was asking ard but than most of us not free and also she cld not make it coz hv wedding dinner ltr on in the week...hhhaha...another time ba...

i'm bored...wake up so early..waHhaha maybe i shld be adn photocopy all those papers that i wld need for flight and visa application...i'm bOred....

Blessed Christmas!!!!!
Hope & Joy
LNL...

Hey guys...ytd..was a slack day for me....basically i slacked at home til ard 5.30pm...than meet up w cass, mich, joyce and dennis to go to Holy Spirit Church for Penitential Service...yupyup...not bad leh...haha it's amazing how i'm not that afraid to have my confession face-to-face with a priest....and this svc sure makes it more MEANINGFUL rather than the normal confession that i've been too. Bascially the few of us, dennis' godma included, waited in line for more than an hr juz to have our confession..haha...and it shld not hv been that long if the misters of hospi had not let those parishnors who were seated in the first few pews to get in line..even when we had been queuing in that same line...do u all get wad i'm tryin gto say? whahah anw, aft stding in that line for an hr plus we decided to go to another queue..hee hee yeah...

Overall, the experience was WONDERFUL!!!! haha oh ya...aft the service we saw Steven..so we went to hv supper at the Roti Prata shop beside church...hahaha

Anyway, aside frm that, i'm getting more stress...haha coz i juz heard from the travel agent that we will hv to make payment by the 22nd DEc..if not our tickets will be released by the airline...and the thing now is that...not all 5 of us will be able to go down to make payment..currently teh situationis most of us...like 4 of us are able to go down on tues...however, 1 gal is working and we're not sure wad her working hrs is like....ya that's the prob...and max will not be free on wed and as for thurs he's only free in the morning...and i dunno whether the rest are also free anot....oh how? Jesus please help me....i'm at a lost.....*crys* haha okok maybe not really crying...Lol..but ya...dunno how ot go abt it....moreover, Thurs need to pay u p and need 5 of us to go down....how to go down tgh at such a short notice? ya pray everything will run smoothly with Jesus' help...

Lois Natalie Lee lifts up everything to Our Lord. :D
Love and Peace this Christmas!!!!

wOW..it's the 17th of Dec already..so fast....anyway....my fren and i went to STA juz now to book flight already...yeah....if nth crop up ltr on..we'll be leaving on the 23rd of Jan...yupyup....

Taking Thai Airways to Bangkok (transit) then all the way to Paris...yeAH...Kinda scaRed......the flight will be at 2100 hrs...yupyup....hai..hopefully all 5 of us will be able to go tgh....and that all VISA applications and wad not will be settled ASAP....w 5 ppl gg...it's hard to organise everything sia...coz each of us hv our own work and stuff so hard to meet up...oh man....

need alot of documentations..Hai..and i'm the kinda person who wants to get things done ASAP and i cant do it w/o the rest tooo.....oh man....

and i'm FREAKING out....as usual....Lol....need to make some changes to the flight details too...oh man....so many things to fret abt.....hahha......

i'm outta my head....need to calm down....*breathe*

need inhaler..eAHhahah
Love, Lois

hey hey...this next 2 weeks will be my term break..wAHhaha but than we hv projs to complete leh....sIan whole...Lol....

anyway...soon we'll hv to go down to apply for our french visa and also to bk out tickets...hmm currently we are sourcing for the CHEAPEST airline tickets leh...haha sis asked to check STA travel....yupyup...that agency is for students so ya tic kinda cheaper than normal....they hv branches at NUS, SP and Orchard...so might go down to take a look...hhhaa
am wondering if e-bking is advisable...asked my sis but she has yet to reply leh..bOo...hahaahh

oh ya...ytd met up w cass for dinner b4 adjouring to her place..wAHhahaha played a so-called prank on cel...WHahahah...but anyway...i've gotta start tidying my place up..coz the 2 mischievious sisters might juz be poping by Soon..WAHhahah RITE?? lol
and i'm clueless as to wda happened aft that..wAHhaha

ANyway...Christmas is coming...needa buy presents...oh my....haha...anyway...i also hv a lot of things that i wanna getist down wad i WANT..Wahahahah Viwer Discreation Advised:
Laptop (Sony or Fujitsu)
Digital Camera (Sony or Casio? or which brand is gd?)
HP (N70)

for now...that's wad i can think of...only coz it's URgent..wAHhahah laptop and digi cam is for france whilst hp is for my own consumption...

hmm got a call frm bren...wans me to go Attica w her leh...but only 2 of us leh....sIAn...called so many ppl..aLl either cannot make it or nv EVEN ans their phone...haha sIAn leh..now waiting for bren to call me to confirm gg anot...hai ltr mom confirm scold me.... :(

HEY Hey....RCIY Dec Camp had caMe and Past...gEesH...It waz sO fast...caN stIll rMb the pLanning period....how the camp com came tgh to discuss the outline of the camp...how all sponfrienders cam tgh to "fight" for session..Lol...and how we caMe tgh to discuss and ammend our session...to also brief the rest on the happenings for the session.

however, i did not feel excited b4 heading for the camp......ya... but as it turns out...this camp has really let me grow closer to GOD again...up until now....i still CAN really fEel HIS preSEnce.....TI was and is AMazIng...Words CANt exPress How i FElt aND AM FeeLing CurrENtly.....

Other THan THat...ya...i'm talking abt my International Student Exchange Prog....ya...i should be gg....think i'll hv to keep quiet abt my plans..coz everything i say that ihave made a decision on whether i'm staying or gg...the ans will be the opposit.e.....i can tell u for certain that ya...it's confirmed already....i'm one of the 5 that will be headin to Negocia...in Paris, France. the others are: Syahidah, Shiya, Max adn Palvindran....not sure who's Palvindran tho...ya....

the period of the prog is frm 27th Jan to 30th MAy 2006....yupyup...pray i have THE drive to Study...ber wil also be in Paris..hee HEe can meet up with her :D

eh....yuP YPU....aft that...i'll bIa my driving ..hee hee...than try out local uni if not that need to go overseas...Pray that aLl wIll gO SMooTHly.....than aLl the Jizsaw puzzles WIll Fall Into PlAce....

ya..THis is My plans FOr THE nEAr fUTUre....

yO...hv change my vid aft so many Yrs...wAHhahha...finally awaY fRM avRil..Hee hee...

yup...changed the vid to "Mi Hun Ji"....haha...it is one of the theme song for "The Prince who turns into a Frog" = "Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa"..Hee hee...ya...I LOvE tHat shOw...wAHHAHA cRazy aBt It..Lol...but puttign tHat asIde.....the reason y i like the songs is coz OF THE LyrIcs ANd also THE caTcHy tUne..WAHhaha Yup Yup...

They also have another theme song: Zhen Ai...I ALso lIke THat One...BUt CAnt Find The viD...ANyone can HElp me find and send to Me??

AND CAN ANY KIND SOUL ALSO HELP ME TO GET THE MP3 FOR ZHEN AI AND MI HUN JI????!!!!!

hahaa....eh let's see wad i did today.....went to sch...din pay attention in class THo...and act bought a demin skirt...but kinda regret....pray tml i can go and change for a bigger one...coz the one i hv is fitting while the bigger one is too big but more comfortable...AHi YO...hOW????
i'm so frustratEd AbtIt..Coz M is juz fitting (but i feel uncomfortable)and L is too bIg (but it's comfortable)..and i'm Stuck in THE middLe...arGH....
haha anyway...once i got home..i got inspired to cut my olD deMin SKirt..wAHhaha...yupyup..SO THat's wad I dId...cUt it shOrter....

ah yo..i dun dare to wear the skirt i bought..wAHha altr mom say so short adn will Nag nag nag nag..WAHhaha..EH...DIe..Muz Loose WEIght to fIt intO it..AHi....sHld i change to the bIgger sIze???

yO ...deC cAMp Is cOming SOon!! wahhaha...tHere wIll be so Many ExcIting THIngs tHat are going to happen...YeaH man....i praY aLl runs smooTHly!!!

oh ya cAlvin wont be aBLe to go FOr THe caMp...COz he's like now CUrrently in gOld cOast..waHahah enjOying himself..w faM...haha...so sad..He'll Miss out oN aLot of excIting things...hmmm act think abt It...Not SUre if He weNt for June Camp...THink not leh...WAH!!! haha..ERm....Ok..THan...hahah.....aNywAY...PrAY THat aLl is WeLl...

aNd YUP ypu...celesTe wIll be gOing for caMp...Lol...praY that sHe'll exPerIeNce gOd MOre fUlly....

Oh...yUp ypu...Nth mUch TO update..
I'm oouT....
Lois Natalie Lee

hey hey.....ytd's chalet was hmmm.....shld i say..interesting...heehee....we had dinner at coffee bean at sky towers....lol....hahah yupyup...and stayed there to talk and talk and talk...we talked abt wad else? Sec sch..haha abt memories and bloopers that happened in track hee hee...and up coming events and activities that miss neo and miss lim wants us(alumni) to do [ie. be more active in sch] whahahaha

now looking back...it has been 3yrs...almost 4 yrs since i graduated frm sk...and a lot of things hv changed there...oh man...miss it...hee hee...

ytd...only....js, jm, jan, jh, hp, miss neo(jenny), miss lim(susan), jenny's sis and me went there...wahahhah

for a chalet that was supposed to be for all track(past and present) to attend..wHahah it sure was a pleasant surprise....jenny and susan act wanted a bbq however due to the weather...it was not meant to be....so sad....

anw...aft our litle reunion...susan sent us home....hee hee....js and jh had to go home by train as there juz werent space left for the 2 guys....he ehee...

as for the chalet...well..no one stayed over.....so sad leh....coz susan and jenny they had to b in sch the next day thus cld not stay over and as for rest of us we either had work the next day or sch early in the morn...hai wasted...i so wanted to stay over...hee hee....act the hut was very cosy leh!!! we took a look at the place as we had to drop the keys...yeah...it's KEYSSSSS hahha....ya~~~ susan and jenny booked 2 of the Coastal Sands Aircon Hut Chalet...it was small VERY small..but cosy....each hut can sleep 4-5 maybe 6 ppl...tho it wld be squeezy....but gd for like campers or couples or smalll grp of frens that wanna enjoy a little peace and quiet away frm civilization....

yeah..haha reached home at 11.30pm..he ehee...sad cld not stay longer and talk more...

as for today..wanan din want to go for lec in the morn....and yup shld hv followed my intuition...hee hee...coz lec was only for an hr...Ya man..hahha aft that came home....coz we did not hv tut...

came home to slack and watch tv...lol...until my dental appointment...haha had better take more care of my teeth...and also it's OFFICAL.....i'll have to EXTRACT my wisdom tooth!!! aRGh!!!!!! HElp me..I'm afRAid..hahhaha....low tolerance for Pain1!!! esP InJectIOns!!!!wahahhahaha...anw...thinking of a perfect day to extract it....hee hee....yupyup

tml not gg for lect tooo......so hv the whole day off..unofficial off day ..OppS~~~

oh ya~~` and aft the gathering ytd...i hv been thinking or am wondering abt wad we had talked abt ytd....abt my first two yrs in track..had my performace then been all a lie? had i been taking those so-called "energy drinks" which in fact were some kinda drugs that helped to boost a person's performace??? but nah...in my heart i dun think that it is drugs....i sincerely DO NOT THINK it is...yup yup....

and dun fret...when i say drugs it's not like cocain, ice, heroin or wad not..wAHhaha nO WOrrIEs.....i'm a gooD gIrl lor...

haha ok lah...
it's nth ba...
i'm outta here
Lois Natalie Lee

hey hey....haha....today sch ended at 4 than had to slack in sch til 6....waited for jm and js..hahhaa gg ms lim's chalet at sentosa...wEEEee~~~~~~ hahahah

hey...hey....today is the Feast of Christ the King..haha Fun Fair at CTk..was C-R-O-W-D-E-D!!!! oh man~~~~~~ haha extremely crowded lah....cld not even move...had to trudge our way thru human barriers...hee hee

Mainly food were sold...very little accessories or items were sold...yupyup...hahh
think it's due to space constraint...yeah....but RCIY had a stall...tho din get to eat their burger....think it wld hv been GREAT!!! haha or another fd that was nice was the "Banana Fritters" or "Banana Tudon" think Tudon is spelt in that way..hahah but yea..that was Lovely...tho alot of oil..but yeah...wHhahhahah

no hard feelings or anythign but hee hee...i prefer SFX's fun fair....yupyup....they had fd, non-edible items and also games...they had more games tho..hahha but it's like every fair it sure cant do w/o Dunks...hahha we also hv dunking pool ....cOool u know..hahah....bernard was sporting enough to be dunk...WHAhahha not bad for Justin....he hit the bulls eye...WAHhahaha

Yeah maybe if there was another fair or event that has the dunking pool...i wanna be the one being DUnk..wAHha FUn....i tried once...but it was not with water....rather teh so-called pool was filled with those kids colour balls?? haha yeah...luckily lha..coz if it was water than i wld not hv tried.....it was some sch excursion thing so yupyup..thank goodness..wahhaahhh

anyway....tml's sch adn we hv a test tml/.....bLeaH!!! think i'll go tO bed....
nite nite

hi...oh wad an ordinary day today is.....past few days have been raining...is it the monsoon period????

anyway...i pray it wont rain tml..as it is CTK's Fun Fair...yupyup...does RCIY hv a stall? anyway...i'm so clueless..wahhahah...

well..anyway am supposed to search for articles pertaining to how Hurricane Katrina affected US Economy thus i'll be concentrating on the Tourism aspect of it...lol..yeah...than am to write a report and send it to ian for compilation...i've already found a few articles so now all i hv to do is to summarize wadever i hv read..PooH!!!

Y am i doing business??? i hv no idea y i am doing biz....in life..hmmm not sure wad i'm really gd at or wad i wld love to do in the future....u know...it's like i'm juz gg with the flow...like i hv no direction in life....wadeva ppl say..i'm fine with it....poOh..this is wad i call no backbone....DOts...bUt reaLLy..wad do i love to do??? and see...in a few yrs time i'll be out working....but is that wad i really wanna do??

U know...life as a whole IS divided...i'm not saying it can be divided....rather IT IS divided into 2 main sectors: STUDIES & WORK....

when we are conceived, it is planned that we hv to study.....for wad??? not for the greater gd or b'coz u like the subj...rather society makes it in such a way that we have to study for EXCELLENT grades and a paper...so that we will hv a gd job..which leads to the 2nd sector of our life---WORK....y are we working for??? we work our whole lives......until our deathbeds we are still working...

isnt life boring????
1. We are born.
2. We study.
3. We work &
4. We die.

this is the 4 phrases of our life...we are born to study and we study to work and we work to die....

i'm living in this bubble that i cant seem to get out off..haha or maybe i dun wanna get out of it..Lol...haah

i juz dun udstd y society is made in such a way??? sterotyping ....or wadeva...

y do u wanna learn abt the world and their c'tries when we are not able to travel and see places and to udstd their unique cultures and belifes...?
how i wish i cld spread my wings and fly...WEEEEEeeeee haha...fly and experience places without worring abt tests or exams...i feel so stagnant here...so stale and mouldy......life is so routine...home...sch...church...home...sch....church....oh and no~~~ i'm not complaining abt church... i LOVE church...chruch is where i find peace...but i want more..WAHHAHa i want EXCITMENT in my life leh....

ya u think clubbing is fun??? ya maybe..but not when u hv to think that u cant stay out too late juz coz mom will worry.....and u cant do exciting stuff coz ur frens aint that happening...and u cant do all those real happening stuff coz there are restrictions such as your conscience and moral and juz because u are too plain "stick by the rule" that u will analyse wad is right and wad is wrong....

that might explain y i stone most of the time??? due to environment..it has moulded me into sth that isnt really me ba...hahaha hmm who's to know???? aft 19 yrs....and now i wan to break free...but break free frm wad???? *shrugs*....i also dunno wad i'm grumbling abt here..waHahahhaa i'm confused ba.....

*shrugs* *shrugs*
confused gal in a bubble....

yO !!! hah today's a grEAt dAY!!! other than the fact that i forgot to bring my lanyard to sch...geeSH~~ so cld not tap card for lec..oppS....

anw...haha aft sch...ian, ding yue (dy), cin adn i went to Chinatown for Dim Sam...haha...spent quite a while searhing for the stall that one of our frens recommended...ahhaha act..not bad lah...lol...tho they hv only THose main iteMs...

can rmb last wk went for some buffet..than this wk..dim sam....wonders wad we'll hv or do next wk man.wAHhahha

we were planning on gg for Mambo night on Wed at Zouk..haha than either thurs or fri go out shopping cum dy's b-day celebration..whahahha sO CooL!!! but all these plans are tentative only..hee hee....

oh ya...Harry Potter movie is OUT ALREADY!!!!!!!!

wAnanana WATcH!!!

yO yO..hahha oday was an interesting day!!!

aft sch went to bren's place...lol...look thru her videos and photos taken at Melbourne...yeeah...noOt baD waHhaha but she dIn do much there coz her frens were studying...yuP yUP...drank Baileys with bubble mango tea..wAHhahaha and baileys w milk...haha..nice..yummMYY!!!! i LOVE bAILEYS!!!! ate Twistees there tooo..waHhahah basIcally jUz SLack THere and taLk....haha...borroWed sOme VCDs....yup yup...

oh ya....did some paintings and got dOwn and dIrty..wAHhah okok...hmm...juz got Hands Dirty w paInt....wIll sHow u tEH drawing and wadever onCe breN has sent it to me...WLool...

oh ya..FInally ber wenTN onLine..wAHhaha sHe's ok...exaMs nearIng so seldom see her online...oh ya...reagrding the rioting over in France...she say her district- 18 nv kena..however district 17 kena..and that's where i'm Palnnign to go..SOoo opps..wHAhaha need TO asK bOo reaGrding tHe detAIls...HAi...
OH!!! did i teLl u sth????!!!
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hahaha juz beIng retarded here...cOz craPpY aLreaDY...am tIred!!! lol

chEerZ..Love YA!!!!! whahhahah
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wow...haha how do u like the pic??? well wanted to use this as the main pic....(ie. instead of the frost love..i wanted to use this) but due to the fact that the owner is not IT or HTML savy..she does not know how to adjust the size..hee hee

lOve,
in a lovey DoveY mooD..Heehehe

yO yO....it's sat..and i've been slacking at home again....cant seem to want to pick up my tut homework and do...hv not even flip thru the notes..wahhaha....

am actually looking thru some notebks and laptops....wad's the diff b/t the 2?

anyway....eyeing 2 brands: Sony and Fujitsu....as for futher details...i have no idea leh....which is gd???

i like Sony VAIO...haha coz slim and small...hmm but not sure if system wise (performance)..it's gd...need to have looooonnngggggg battrey life tooo...wAHhahaha

ah yo..how??? ideas??? okEE...shld ask my sis..bLeah...haha but she also dunno leh...nvm..ask kor kor ba...maybe know more....

plans for the future (gg france):
1. buy laptop (or lend frm sis,..provided she lends me lah...that time she already so adamently said no)

2. go over there study...(prays can do well there)

3. once come back...need to bia driving

4. my hp can wait until i return frm france than buy new one..


plans for future (not gg frane):
1. starts my driving lesson again

2. do well for studies

3. buy new hp...

yup yup...that's the plan.....
now i'm so excited abt gg france..but my excitment will confirm not last...ya...dunno y so enthu...bLeah!

yo....today is slack day...hee hee..no need to go to sch...but sadly....i'm stuck at home....on a fri when ppl sch be gg out to party i'm at home..gOodnEss...

ytd aft class....cin, ian, ding yue and i went to Carlton hotel for buffet luncH..whahah...cOol Eh....but din really ejoy the fd..coz not much variety....the only thing i liked was teh desserts...wahHAhahha..yuMmy...esP the Bread Pudding..wAHhaa DEEEE-Li-CioUSSSSSSSS!!!!

i ate until i was SO FREaking BLoaTed man...my tummy hurtsnow..wAHhaha....exPanded TO MUchIE!!! lol....and i'm gettign irritated with myself..coz i've put on weight....not juz coz of ytd lah..but since i had my IPP....how to loose all those excesswe ight??? hai!!! aft 4 mths i've gained SO much...sickening...how can most of the gals remain so slim ah??? wad"s their seCret????

my middle region is expanding like no one's business...like 3 or 4 mths pregnant.....maybe i am..who knows?? bEen eaTIng a lot too..BlEaH! arGH!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!

wad i'm pissed abt is within juz a span of 4mths i've gained weight...hai...

anyway, aft lunch we went walking..hahah i saw 2 cute guys wahahha...they were the sales people for New Urban Male over at Citylink....not THAT old tho..but Ian was sAYing they MIght bE _A_...so SAD!! huMPh..wahahah

aft that..we went home....din eat dinner tho..so freaking FUll...in fact i slept at 8pm..wAHhah slept until 11.30 this moRning...had 2 ddreams...this first dream: i was skating than when i was doing a stunt..i scrapped my knee...cousin saw and he asked me to go into the house to wash my knee..went n saw my uncle and aunty but they din notice that i was bleed frm the knee..whahah yeah....

2nd dream: i cant rmb...

oh ya....for lunch today..only had 2 slices of bread with peanut butter adn strawberry jam...but my tummy STILL feels bloaTed!!!!!!!!
how to loose the fats??? guess i'm gg to do some research now...

fRustRateD and IrrItaTed,
Lois Natalie Lee

ok peeps..i'm offically freaked out...juz read up some stuff on the net relating to molar teeth aka "wisdom teeth"....

Yeah....kinda intersting...wisdom tooth also equals to molar tooth..haha...and we hv 3 molars in total....that is 3 for each quarter of the mouth...the 1st, 2nd and 3rd....the 3rd is the wisdom tooth...and know y it's called "Wisdom Tooth"?

You dunno rite??? wahhaha i know leh....try guessign lah....dun go and check the net for ans

So still dun know y? okok i shall tell you.....
It's callled the Wisdom tooth coz this 3rd molar tooth actually grows out in the later part of our lives....it usually starts to grow out b/t the ages of 18 to 25..that's the average age lah.....(if it grew out earlier or later than the stated time than u are ABNORMAL lor..wAHhaha kidding)

As this period of our lives are called the "Age of Wisdom" thus the 3rd molar is nicknamed "Wisdom tooth"...oooohHHHHhhhh~~~~ that's y it's called "wisdom Tooth" wahhaha...yeah...that's sth that i learnt today...hEe hEe...

Oh ya...y am i freaked out? coz i read the implications of this "hinderence".
If it does not grow out in alignment w the rest of ur teeth than
oh oooooo...u hv a problemo Pal....

The ProbLem: Impacted teeth
this is when the teeth grows out partially or when it does not grow out but is hindden under the gums.

both these situations causes problems like: infection, pain, discomfort, damage to 2nd molar and even cyst....

yeah..scary rite??? that's y i'm planning to see teh dentist soon...but i dun wanna undergo surgery!!! wahhahaha...hate gg under the knife..wAHhaha even if it's juz local anaestatic....but it IS irritating my gum and i'm afraisd it will grind against my adj. tooth....

Well..hope u had an educational time at my blog....

tIl than...cHEErx!!

gEeSH...i'm sUpposed to bE dOinG my TUt..fOr tml..bUt i"m Still sUrFing the nEt..waHhaa...gesH...SOmebOdY..please call me and knock some sense into me !!!..wahhhhaha

jUz upDated Ber's Link...hEr bLog Has sOme wOnderfUl PICs oF ParIs and tHe frEncH deLicaCies..waHhahaha
mIssing Her...wAHhahaWOw..sD sO les..hmmm..WAdevEr...eh~~~~~~~ oh ya...wIll MOsT ProB bE gg tHer in Jan..yup yup....

wEnt tO seArch fOr CatHOlic churches there...an doh my..there is only one cHurch that is in English..wAHhaha the rest are in French..hmmm..wAHhahah intEresTing... the link....

yO....wow...this wK hv a loNg BreAK...whahhaha sInce wed afTnn.....to sUn....hmm mon back to sch aNd not sure how i'm gg to sUrvive...

prAy tHat...the interviews on mOn wIll go smootHly..if NOt i'm SO DeAd...yupyup...

oh and cUrrENtly my aRse HurTs...wAHhahaha Ytd nigHt wENt cyclIng wIth aaROn and CaSs...wAd aN intErsEting NigHt..cycled to cAss's Place than cYCLed baCk to Caltex ovEr aT my sIde..THan Heded TO Jalan KaYu, sat there for LIke 10 mins..WHahah THan deCided tO Head baCK ovEr tO the 24hrs cOffEe SHOp near cAss's PlAce...geeSH....aH YO COz JaLan Kayu wAs croWded...SO decided TO GO sOMewherE Less crOwDed...

When we reAched THe 24 hr sHOp...Cass realised that her hp was missing...Oh My!!! ya Man....freAky...tHAnk gOodness when she cALled....her hp was sTIll ringing...and prAise the lord, a couple picked it up....and Cass got Her hp back....WoW THank goodNess mana.....iF not DUnno Wad cass WIll do Man...crY? maYbe..cOz sHe gOt her hP Using her Hard eaRned Cash...

hMm sInce i'm on THe toPic of crYing..WHAha let's seE who i've seeN teaRing (close frens or still keep in COmtAct)...
frens frmn Pri:
Bren? (heaR her crY only..i GUess)

frENs fRm Sec
Jan
rO?? (not sUre Leh)
Jm

Frens from Poly
CIn?? waahhaha

Frens fRom cHurCH
drUce
Cel

nO Hard fEEling..I'm jUz listing out..hEeHee

NOw lEt's sEe who HAs sEen mE crY...
Janice, Jm, rOannA, Js, Ms Neo, Ms Lim ( those In TnF sEc)
aaROn


Ya THink tHat's ALl...hMMm yeah man...iF U THInk u Hv Seen mE crY..wAHhaha dO LeT me KNOw YA..QWHahahha..I'm cUriOus

HAi i'm BOreD...
ANywaY, think i'll be gg for the student exchange prog in JAn....yupypu...gG over TO pAris...if i'm Lucky to be able to ba...wIll be gone until may..yupypu... think aft that i'll coem back and restart my driving..need to pass by yr 2006...my studies aft that will be put on hold first....unless i'll be able to study locally than that wont be a prob..waHhahahaha hmm i'll see abt it...hmm...

bUt i'm Kinda frEaking out abt gg Out TO paRis....i see all the projs and modules i dunno if i can cope..HAi....freaking oout

*******PS: Harry Potter Movie is COMing Out!!!!! 17th Nov!!! wAHhahaa I wANna WAtch.....WHo waNnan WAtch W ME???!!! wahhahaha

LNL frEAKing out...but Trying to RemAIn Calm...

YiPee!!!! it'S saT!!! Ipp Has eNdEd!! hmm....I'm happY tHAt Ipp HAs ENded ANd that I'm gg bacK to Sch...but THan...still wOrrIed THat tHey WiLl Call Me tO asK qNs!!..and THat mY grAde wIll Go DOwN~~

yUp yup..that's abt that ba..wAHhahaha...well celebrated with my frens with dinner at delifrance in Orchard..waAahahha...nth special tho...juz had dinner than went home...for dinnner it lasted 2 hrs...yeah we ordered food already however the desserts took so long to get to our table...

anyway, aft that went home to bathe than went to aaron's place to chill...met up with cass on the bus.wAHhah (gd timing) than we met up w druce at the bus stop...follwed by aaron..ferbs met us at his place...yupyup played mahjong..wahahha learnt a few new things abt mj ytd..not bad...tho still blur...in learning this kinda things...i'm EXTREMELY slow.....

oh ya..sch is starting on mon!!! oh oh oh~~~

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Hey hey..It's finalLy WEEK ELEVEN!! Monday!!! 4 more days to go....and so praying so hard lah...

TML (Tues): coem home straight away
Wed: Meet Qing aft work
Thurs: Camp meeting
Fri: celebrate end of IpP..
SAt: need to do sth
suN: chuRch...

than back to sCHa lreayd!! yIpEE!!!

yeah...this is a no substance entry...anyway...cIao

loVe,
LNL

hey guys....10 more days to go....funny but it does not seen that long a time....but guess it is...i cant wait for fri onwards to sun...wahahhaha yeah...happening things are gonna happen...

Fri: Aaron's birthday (celebrating at his place)
Sat: Bernard's birthday (at chalet; still deciding whether to stay over night)

yeah..hmmm will confirm be burnt out aft next week..

Atachment so far is the usual, have to collate e applicant's forms and all...am learning still but with the last 2 weeks at hand..it's taxing as need to be EXTRA careful and hardworking. and i'm afraid that i wld hv done past things wrongly and when i leave things wld be screwed up...yeah...oh today, yong qiang (frm NYP; doing his ipp at SwissRe too) came..but din hv the chance to talk to him...he's seated all the away over at teh other side....actually he was to sit behind me but not sure y teh change of plans......wasted...anyway wish him all the best...he seems happy when he left....that's gooD!

today, came online to do teh usual stuff (check emails and chat w ppl on msn)
than decided to check out benji's blog...long time hv talk to him..act lost contact w him...ya but had his blog address so decided to sheck it out...

well, reading his entries..i think he's in AirForce? am i right?? i'm impressed..haha
anyway, that's besides the point. the main thing is...his entries...Aft reaading his entries, i'm very ashamed of myself...as a Christian/ Catholic...i am not that devoted (think devoted is teh wrong usage shld be involved)and aft reading how God works in his life..it has really set me thinking of wad i'm doing w mine and how much i'm learnign for Him..and how much i'm willing to let God work in my life...i mean..it's really sad leh....Here i am a Sponsor, am supposed to be journeying w the cathecumens but than i find that ben can be a better sponsor...wad i know and experience from God is juz limited...way way limited...and juz by reading ben's blog..i feel that God has really worked his miracles in him...Ben has really grown alot in some ways i guess....since the last time i saw him...

In a way, it's sth that i have learnt or am still learning...i mean...when u read his entries..there is SUBSTANCE...and i have not seen that in any of the blogs that i have viewed....and i really am impressed and think i have to learn and really be more observant to the ppl and things ard me and not to be so childish....i need to GROW and LEARN in order to help my cathecumens....

I need my grow and mature and hv more substance...yeah...

I've decided to share with you ben's blog as i feel it will be able to help us grow and learn more, (in some ways) www.benji-quek.blogspot.com

hey hey..back again....today more free time so decided to visit my dear site...wahhaha...wad to say leh?? there are so many things...

last fri met up w ding yue and ian for dinner at PS.....talked abt our attachment...( will talk abt that further down)...had dinner at Cartel then went shopping..wahhaha or shld i say window shopping..yeah...aft that ian said wanted to go cycling ..i was game man..wahhaha tried convincing ding yue but she pig lah..whahaa wanted to go home zzZZzzz..c'mon it was a FRIDAY night!!! wahahha..one day muz bring them go WAla Wala..wahahha wasted Cin cld not make it them....anw...aft shopping we went back home and i had to rush...tried to pump the tires....i'm horrible man...buy a bike and nv use..sad leh...aft that went night cycling w ian..

my goodness..i almost died man....was cycling on the rd and then a car sped pass me...was so close (n fast) that bike wobbled...wow!! GOTCHA!! ahahhaha did u believe it?? wahha did ya? did ya?? whahahah okok that was not real..haha pulling ur leg....hee hee.. i pray that does NOT happen...anw as i was saying...i alomst "died" as it was the first time in a long while that i had cycled and leg mucles were aching..wahahhyeah...but it was great...wanna do it again!!! hahahha....

we cycled to seng kang than back..whahaha yaya...i know some of u will think it was a short distance and no kick rite?? heck u man (kidding)...whahhaa i enjoyed myself.... shld hv more ppl cycling tgh....yeah....that's abt it....juz cycling...that's the only activity that i did last wk...

as for this wk..hmm so far nth leh...ytd went church for Dec camp meeting..hmm yesh~~~~ i'm in the commity....well so far dunno wad to contribute leh..wahha went there was so slpy....whaha aft meeting went home and straight away "pomp" to slp...wahhaha hmm not striaght away...but close to that....

tml will be meeting qing for dinner....yeah....cant wait....

yah...now to my attachment...hmmm 2.5 weeks left.. = 13 working days left = 150 working hours left = i dun even wanna think how many minutes....*sobs* *sobs* time sure flies by v u nv take note...(which is a gd thing) hee hee..but this last few wks are CRITICAL!!! i need to really perform well and not cock up..which i'm afraid i juz did today..hai...also am supposed to complete filing the individual p-files and re-organising the cabinets by tml however i've only juz completed a few of the p-files...am left w 4 other cabinets filled w files for tml...i'm freaking out....how?? how?? how??? tml my supervisor will be back in office...yupyup hai~~

we'll see how it goes...i know for sure tml i wont be able to complete the filing...wad w the IA's files being so thick..hai...i dunno lah....

aNticiPating yEt acTing iGnoRanT,
Lois Natalie Lee ;P

*sob* *sob* *sob*

BER!!!! I'll MISS YOU!!!! WIll Miss Ya SO mucHie...ah yo....gg to PAris leh..for FIVE months!!!

*sobs harder* ;)

wIll MissAY baBe!!! Hmm when u are there....RMB to sTUdy HArd and SMART ya~ hahaha no need me to tell u one...hahhaha... also RMB buy LV bag for me HOr..Hee hee

TAke CAre HOR~~~~ rmb to email me and send me pics hor...

BON VOYAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh i also wanna cry tears of JOY toooo...coz of my RESULTS!!!!
THank YOU ! THank YOU!!! JESUS!!!
REally wanna Praise him man.....w/o him dun think i wld hv done better...ya grades are not THAT fantastic but to me it is.....i had IMPROVED frm last sem's
hahhahaha AM so HAPPY!!!

as for IPP...i'm almost at the half way make already.....hmmmm i dare not countdown to the end of ipp as it'll be very long....so for me i'll juz take each day as it comes...but it's not like i totally dunno how long i've left... haha juz that i choose not to know at times....hmmmm so far...ok....nth bad happen..and i pray it'll stay this way...that i'll do my work and nth happens...that everything will go smoothly for the remainder of my time at Swiss Re...*prays VERY hard*

hmm and think that's the end of my update....haha...eh....juz wanna say one more thing....: BER EMAIL ME!!!!!!!!!!

and Upcoming things this wk:
WED: meet bren
THURS: jogging w aaron (not confirm)
FRI: wala wala (celebrate cass's b-day; not confirm)
SAT: out with dindson (needa call to confirm w him)
SUN: CHURCH!!!!! ROP!!! GAMES DAY!!!!!

hey hey..wonders if this blog is still alive...
lol well decided to give it a bOoSt..haha

ah well....exams hv been over for over 3 wks already....cant wait to find out my results..well~ kinda excited and kinda not wanting to know....HUmPh!....hahaha...anyway...ber and rox will be gg for teh Student Exchange Studies this Sept.. :( so sad...wot be gg with them....also not sure if i'll be able to go in Jan...than i'll miss my Poly Frens..Lol hahah..anyway..it'll be an exPerience Not TO Miss....

bUt FOr now...i'll hv to be STRONG....coz hving my attacHment...this is my 3rd wk....8 more wks to go...but this is juz the Beginning...hai....to tell the truth...i'm very frighten....this feelin gi hv is like wad i experienced yrs ago...when my mom forced (not exactly forced but cant find another word to replace) me to go for the Caltex Competition....that was when i was in P6...hmmm...cried...coz din wanna run...hmm..and now that's juz the feeling i hv....not only that...but feel weak like no energy...lol like juz b4 a race when u are at teh starting line and the starter says:"Ke-garii san" ...the body goes numb..and u think ur brain wont give the strength and energy that's needed for ur limbs to move once he fires...ya that's wad i'm feeling toooo...??

i seem to be making alot of mistakes...y ah??? and i'm freaking out....hmmm...it's ony the 3rd and i'm so afraid to go to work...hmm...and today...i forgot to take back the cabinet keys....oh man...wad happens if they find out and take teh keys away...juz pray that they din notice teh keys handing there...hai...how???

well now all i have to do is draw strength frm the Lord....i can DO IT...!!
The Lord is my Shepherd... (Psalm 23)

think i'm hving a strike of bad luck...but than again...who cares abt bad luck....when u have the Lord...?

trYing to draw StrenGth,
kEePing thE faIth,
Lois Natalie Lee

hey..the week has been a VERy stressful one man...my exams...hmmm....have been eating like HELLL...anyway...tml's my last paper...YI PEE!!!!!!!!

hahhaha....also attachment will be starting on wed...hmm...scared...anxious..clueless yeah these are the feelings that i have now... anyway...i'll be attached to Swiss Reinsurance Company... wonders wad i'll be doing there.....need ti meet my liaison officer (LO) to get log-book and ans some quries that i have...hee hee.....

ya that's wad i wanted to say act...

hey...well exam's like juz next wk..yup yup....it's been almost a semester since i last typed here...ok lah...not THAT bad lah....juz a few mths only..Lol...hahah hmmm yeah~ tml i hv compensation ica and i'm here...wAHhaha COol Eh...hai...nth much to say here....life's been the same...

oh sis is feeling better already...now's she's out galaventing...opps talking abt her and she's back...Lol..Hahahha k better go back to studying...CIao

ytd..was my 2nd time of training...hmm...slowly lah..haha surely can get my form back..hai...haha and today is already..fri..that's so fast...next wk back to sch..hmmm...2 more days to enjoy..hahha

ltr..gg to sch to hv mini training...w jm and guo meng..yeah...hopefully can last....but now dunno wad to wear sia...hahhaha

anyway will see abt it...Lol...yeah

hey hey....hmm holidays still on...last wk actually...hmmmm so fast actually...can still rmb fri b4 term break started..than now...it's already thursday..hmm so fast..lol...anyway

June Camp was Not bad sia....hmmm TOtally dIfferent ExpErience....hmm..yeah..no gg to talk much abt it tho...juz that i did a session on "How to Communicate With God" yeah..haha..the diff forms of prayer... yea and also played a role in a skit..hmmm but cld not really get into the character...din cry..wahhaha almost but din...Lol...

hmm yupyup....oh ya..today hv training..no mood leh..dunno y come poly than no mood to go and train...hmm *wonders* maybe coz i dun wanna feel the pain..wAHhaha we'll see....today will hv to go w jm..coz tues skipped...

hmm that's it...nth interesting to say...

decided to come here...was thinking of calling/ msging either aaron, bernard, eve, bren or maybe cass..but than cant seem to pick up the handphone..and they will not be free too as they are bz w the camp programm...and i feel that no one will udstd wad i'm feeling rite now..hmmm wanted to type a msg to the yahoogrps too but than was thinkning maybe it's too early to say anything..ya~ it's juz to early or maybe it's not? and i'm also not sure of the seriousness of the situation...hmmm...so ya..decided to come here...

....i dunno wad to type here juz yet..tho need an outlet...h m m m m m m...h m m m m m m...dun wan the same thing to happen like last time..and this time rd..i'll be able to experience it more....hmmmmmmm maybe need to take it out..so i pray that aft it has been taken out..all the worries nd probs will be behind us...

ya think it's too early to know..and maybe i'm juz jumping to conclusions and juz thinking WAY TOO MUCH...YA..THat's It...i'm Juz THinking TOo MUCH...

This Songs juz came to my head..know part of the lyrics only..
God will make a way,
when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way~, He will make a way...

think that's the rite lyrics...
ok juz went to check the lyrics online..and this is it:

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today.

ok yup that's it..
this song act came to me ytd..when dennis was doing his sharing..yupyup...and now it came to me again..hmmm..yupyup...

hmmm trying to ctrl my tears,
confused,
clueless,
lost,
dunno wad to do,
trying to be Strong,
Lois Natalie Lee

wHao...june camp is coming up VERY soon..but at this moment in time..right now...i have a bad feeling at least for the session that patrick and i are gg to do..hmm coz hv not prepared..

last wk had been a very hectic week for me so din hv time to meet up...hai..muz tell myself to hv faith that all thigs will turn out find...ah yo..y am i always so last minute one?? hai~...

anyway...these few days or one wk..hv been very moody..juz abt irritated w everything ard me..hmm..wonders y...haha ya i know y...haha hmm am i mking sense?? wahhaha wadever...this time rd the june camp so far frm wad we hv planned..think it's gg to be exciting..and i pray that M.C and WLN will be able to go...and all the other inquirers tooooo....

hai..dun seem to be doing enough for them on my part..yupyup...dun really call them too...hai...
1st things first..i'm not a person who will call someone else frequently...or for that matter to take the initiative to msg..hmmm so since now i know..do i need to TRY to take the initiative??? OUI! that's the ans...hai..i know the ans..hai...but but but but but................................*sigh*

hey hey..wah today tot i cld come home and slp...to regain all the lost slp during the pass 3 days...however that was not to be..wahha...for the last 3 days cindy, ding yue and i had been rushing our entrepreneurship proj which we had to present on monday which is today lah...wah yo..fri i slept at 4.30 am and woke up at 9 am to go cin's place to continue w the financial aspect of the proj...yupypu..than sun was also another hectic days had to rush w the compliation and there were alot of stuff that crop up..maybe that was y on fri i was very irritated and frustrated...no mood...yupyup..

Oh YA!! iVan's back for holi..wahhahaha..yupyup...

yupyup so today we were the first group to present..act it was ok lah..juz that we got shot a number of times abt our core biz idea and that we were everywhere in between but nth..hmm...yupypu...

ya so anyway..today aft entrep presentation...the 4 of us skipped lec..wahha yeah so i was free aft the entrep..tot cld come home to slp..ya..but than..laid in bed for an hr and still cld not get to slp...than sis brough gigi home..ya sis let gigi into my rm..ya thanks ah..wahahah was trying to slp but she was so enthu man...kept on wanting to greet me..wahhaha so ok lah...aft greeting sis brough her out but she din close the door fully...duh~ well the clever gigi decided to push open the door...whao really clever of her..so i bo bian..hv to get up of bed wad...cant ask me to leave the door open while the aircon was running rite?? so ya..decided to off the aircon and open the door and window....

yupyup..than let her come up on my bed for a while...she ah...wanted me to rub her tummy..hai..anyway decided to "TRY" to slp..but as u all know..cld not lor...that's abt it...haha

yo...june camp dates hv been changed to 18th, 19th and 20th of june..yupyup...hmm nth intersting....kinda bored now tho...fri hv test..oh ya...ytd...completed my CRM role play...hmm think it was ok..but not sure how i'll fair....yupyup...

sir din change the scrpit...yupyup..think i spoke way too fst.. and made a number of mistakes...yupyup...and and and and and and..yup muz be realistic..yayaya okok...

oh ya..ytd slept at 10pm..geesH was i tired..dunno y..today cld not awake up earlier....i was awake at 10am however cld not seem to pull myself out of bed...instead slept until 12.45pm..wAhaHAhaha no idea y...

oh! ya..and another "interesting" topic:

i'm gg to b very blunt here....

I AM NOT INTERESTED IN ANY OTHER RELATIONSHIP OUTSIDE FRIENDSHIP!
for now, i juz wanna enjoy my freedom and i'm not looking into a r'ship....for how long u ask?? well..i Hv NO FREAKING idea!! doesnt mean that if i treat u nice or talk to u more or am friendly means i Like U..that's juz the way i am with my FRENS!!!!...so juz get oFF mY baCK...THank YOu!!

it will be GREATLY appreciated by:
Natalie Lois Lee :) CHeerX
[signature included]

*psst* if i'm even the least bit interested in U..i'll let u know....and by letting u know, i mean..i'll TELL U...so if i dun than..aW~~ it's juz Too BAD!

SO hv a great sec, min, hr, day, week, month and year!

hahha...Jessica..i've added u already..yupyup..haha...oh yeah....today i took mc...WAHhah break from sch...geesH..time that i took mc...since mon tho was sick but still went to sch...yupyup..so today...took mc..hmm...

hmm ytd went to see the doc..waH! waited an hr b4 cld see him...gEesH...even those tht came ltr left earlier than me..gOsH!! i was IrriTated.....irritated coz i was already sick than all these factors came to make it worst..wAHhahaya lah..hmm turns out the doc was new...ya~ wah! hahah he even asked me wad kinda medication i wanted..WHAhaha...then there was this...

doc: do u want a gargle?
me: huh? gargle?
doc: yup. coz ur throat is red.
me: i've nv had a gargle b4.
doc: well then..u shld try it.

WAhahaha ya~ precisly..WAHha ah yo...so funny....
hmm i din even hv antibiotics...hmm...yupyup so i only got medication for cough, headache, fever and flu...but in any case..since sat....today is the day that i feel way better...fever has broke already....and my body does not ache as much as teh past few days..yeah~

oh ya~~!!!! hv u heard the new song by backstreet boys???? Incomplete?? wAHaha i LOVE IT!!!!!!!


Incomplete - Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on,
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

hello hello hello...hahah i'm back..but for a while nly..wAHhaahha hmmm juz to update on recent happenings..waHhaha i'm SICK....oh~~~ Oui!...Je suis malade.

hmmm than other than that..hmmm nth leh...i'm hving my CRM lab now...ya~ hmm..ya..

e sIck PUp:
Nat...

yO..ytd was a public holi..wAhahaha yeaH!!! went to sentosa with patrick, michelle, cassandra, philip, dennis, bernard, aaron, evelyn and druce..wAHhaha it's was DAMn crOWdeD..OUI!!! DAmn CRowdEd....b4 reaching sentosa i was already sian whole..WAhahha juz teh Q at the interchange was enuff to put me off...and i told mich that i wld not enjoy myself....

to top it off..the sun was shining very brightly..well u might say that it was a very gd weather to sun tan...well i TOTALLY agree...it was a FANTASTIC weather to suntan..but guess i din really like it..coz was really too hot for my liking...had headache as usual...occurs whenever i'm under the sun too long..haha and my slipper broke into 2..hahha...hmmm i shld say that ya think i did njoy myself abit..played Captain's Ball, V'ball and friskbies...haha ian was there tooo w chee sian...they had their cca outing...cOol eh...well anyway...to prise to pay when i'm to ignorant is....PAIN!!! whahaha i'm hving SUN BURN!!!!...hahahha..yupyup...

oh ya...did i tell u all abt the opening day on sun?? hmm ah well...i din really do much there tho...wAHhah slacker..ya..but it was not bad....hahah enjoyed myself there...hope i left a gd impression on the inquirers...ya...hee hee ok lah....that's all...oh ya..i made a blunder..wAHhhaha but it was fUn....i was supposed to intro our spirtual director (SD) Father Robert..hoeevr it came out as Mister..wAHhaha ya~ i paused and ya the whole rm laughed..wAHhaha no bad lah..kinda fUn..WAHhahahaha

yupyup that's abt it...
in pain
Lois ^_^

hmmm long weekend!! haha hmm...it's ok...oh thurs went fro our jog in sch..WAHhaha managed to jog 6 rds..hmm but was tired...luckily managed to oput myself...hmm..yupyup...anyway ran barefoot and had a blister ..wAHhahaha..so funny..Lol...

jie jie came to our home..yupyup...lol..hahah she had stiches..WAhahha i had a blister and mommy had a stomachache..WAHhahhaa our family sure is vIrbRant..WHAhaha one sid ache...one 'bai ka" one stomache..wAhahhaha we were laughting over our predicament..wAHhahah

ya anyway blister has gone down..and i cant wait fo rmon..WHahha going sentosa!!! wHAhaha..juz pray wont go there for Bible sHAring..wAahhaha..seems like ian and his aikido frens will aalso be there on mon...esther and her grp also will be there..hmm like alot of ppl leh..whahha...hmm but all dIff grps..anyway....yupyup..wonders whether jm they all also gg anot?? whahaha...

there is nth much to talk..here...life's the same as usual..oh ya..ytd..went to anuty's place..WAHhah saw GOrdOn!!! lol...Hahaha so big man..he's a big guy..wHAhahhaa he's a bull terrier...yeah man..i SuRE LOVE ANIMALS!!!! hhhahahah..not aLl animals but some dogs and cats..wAHhaahhah

hey it's almost halfway thru the wk already..and that means that OPening Day is draWing nearer...oh man..i'm kinda uncertain abt wad will be happening leh...scared too...hmm now i fell unprepared..ermm...well ya i shld be feeling unprepared coz hv not prepared anything...oh man..

how??? *breathe* *breathe* oh i called my 2 inquirers already..wahha hmm..not bad lah...i called them on mon and today i smsed them..instead of talking on the phone..Lol...hmm one of them will confirm will be gg for the opening day..however the other one..is shy..ya so i msged her to tell her it's ok..than now waiting for her reply..prays she replies to me..hee hee..if not tml need to call her already..coz aaron needs to know who will be able to make it...ya that's y..hmm it's ok..will pray..hee hee...

so another 3 more days b4 opening day..here we go again.Lol...feeling nervous...*breathe* *breathe* haha feels like i'm pregnant..whaha labor..wAHhah

hey...hmm it's the 2nd wk since sch started...sure is fast..yupyup..hmm...the opening day for the new RCIY process is this sun..ohman...anticipating it and yet at the same time...nervous...oh ya..i hv to call 2 inquirers...oh man..better do it now..wAHha oh man wad to say?? oh freakign out..WAHha okok calm down..

haha..okok i've finally uploaded my pics..Lol..caNt waIt..cAN you?? haha..okok here are some of the pics that we took on the 11th of April....


hmmm serious?? haha not sure..


lOok of dis-belief when the bALl din gO into the pocKet..gEesH!!


Wee leong..sUre looks sErioUs..cHill Man..it's Juz a GAMe..whahha


waH!! another sERious oPponent..WAHha tha's Janice...


haha and looK at cLyve dO tHE SPidEr..


haha than now for the next dAy:


brO cLyve teaching sis lois WHere to hit the wHite bAll..WAHhaha hmm yup yup..


WOw!! look at JOn..DOing the SPider.. tOo sure DIn SHOw thAT bALl MERcy..lol


Jan taking a Peek at THE pics In JOn's Hp...

hey..here's the clearer pics of teh one i posted up a few days backk....


and another one..

hmm wee leong looks like he's trYing Heard TO sMile...JOn whah he lOoks cUte..jOey muz be wondering:"HumPH! is I tover yET??" haha, CLyveis trYIng TO kEep his eYes OPen..and BOth ro and I seem TO be THE HAppiEst.wAhhahaha


btw u all can view more of ht epics at ... http://pool110405.mypicgallery.com/ and http://pool120405.mypicgallery.com/

hey hey...hmm will be gg to church ltr at nite...for bible sharing..yeah...than aft that will hv some MM stuff to settle or wad..hmm eventho i'm secretary...i hv no idea of the going ons and wad not..wAha interesting rite????

hmm yupyup..oh man...ytd went to watch "Guess who?" with my cousin..wAHhaa yah man..the show was great...guys shld go and watch this show...teaches U not too be sO egoistic..yupyup...and gals too shld go and watch...coz it'll make u all feel better..wAhhaa *psst* btw guys..shld learn some pointers from this show....*hint* *hint*
it was a nice show tho some of the jokes that they cracked..i din catch it...din udstd..yeah...walked ard bishan for a while and yupyup...

i also decided that i like beign single..waHhahahaha..hmm ya~ less committment and no need to feel tied down..can Go wherever i want and DO wadever i want! I'm Lovin' It!!!!!

oh ya...recived most of the pics that we took while playing Pool.w.aHahaa will try to post it up here....

hee hee...today was an ok day....met cin at 2pm Orchard ctrl stat...both ding yue and ian were late lah..wahhaha as cin wanted to get her Guess jean altered we went to the shop than shopped ard and tot of whether to treat or buy a present for Ian...tml is gg to be his birthday..hm so yeah....in the end we went to Swensen to hv out lunch..and we ate at 3pm lah...y? coz had to waIt for our DEAR birthday bOy...wAHhaha took a number of pics too...hmm hopefully can get it..and know wad..it's tiem i get my own CAMERA!!!!!!! hmm need to save up first...hai...i want a Canon Digital Camera..yupyup....hmmm...

anyway...aft eating we walked ard..and btw..i'm still damn Full lah....

came home at 8.30pm..that's early ok...act wanted to call wee leong, clyve and jon out wan..but than decided against it..wAHhaha maybe tml or sth...maybe can go orchard instead of always playing pool at hougang plaza....wahhah...

anyway...tml i'll be watching a movie w Kris at Bishan...hahaha....still thinking of wad movie to watch...either Wedding DAte or Guess Who...i wanna watch both..but maybe watch Wedding Date tml..see which timing is teh earliest.....coz Kris has work aft that...yupyup...

~tMr tMr~

had THE most enJoyable dAy today..wahhahaha went to watch "The Pacifier" with jan, jon, clyve and Kai Ong...waHhahhah!!! the SHow was gReaT!!!! but b4 that we went to hv lunch at Pizza Hut CenterPoint....hee hee..yupyup at that time kai ong was not w us...instead Jun hui joined us in teh beginning..wahhaha

hmm during lunch there were jun hui, jan, jon, clyve adn me...jun hui had to leave aft lunch as he had to go for a BBQ..yeah man...and kai ong took his place to watch movie w us..wAHhahahahah it was fUn..Took Pics so hopefully can upload to let u all see....and i DESPERATELY need to BUY a DiGI CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!

aft the movie we went back to Hougang Plaza to Play Pool..waHahhaha 2 days straight we hv been playing...hee hee...Cool....but kai ong din join us to play pool...instead wee leong and ro came..wAHhahaha....seems like jun hui, kai ong , ro and wee leong were taking turns to babysit us..WAHahahahha.......bUt i REally did ENjoy Myself tOdAY...

cLyve also taught me how to dO the "Double Center" thingy and "Double Corner" thingy...wait..is there such a thing as "Double Corner"?? wAHhaha...waDevER~...tho still hv not peRfecTed it..Lol....THANKS BROTHER!!!!!!!!

Aft Pool went to hv Dinner...Yeah man...oh ya Joey joined us at the Pool areA at the ltr part...and he acc us for DInner TOo...at the coffee shop we took more pictures..wAHhaha and it was hilarious..coz some of us din know how to set timer and cozjon's hp cld set timer however there wasnt any signal to signal us whether the 10 seconds we up so we kept on smiling at the camera for wad seemed like hrs..wAHha aok lah thaT tHat bad...wAHhah but than u wld hv to be there to udstd!!! teh best part was we Did Not asK tHE ppl THere to help us to tAke..insTEad we wanTed TO use tEH TImer..WAHhahaha and eventho they were looking at us...wE reaLly had a gD time taKign tEH pics...hmm jon send me a Pic vIa email..however the pic did not COme out Niely..bUt WIll tRY to pUt it uP...let"s see....


1st row: Wee Leong, Joey, Clyve
2nd row: Jonathan, Janice, Roanna, Me
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oh and now i feel like cOmplaInging.!!!! i juz saW my tImetable!!! and it sUCKS!!!!!!
Mon: i start sch at 9am and end at 7pm...but w 1 hr breaks in b/t (it's the most stress day of the wk)
Tues: start at 9am end at 5pm...hv a 3 hr break frlom 1110-1350!!!!
Wed: OFF DAY!!!!
Thurs: start at 8am and end at 6pm!!! a 2 hr break form 9-11am and another 3 hr break form 1300-1600!!! *sObzzz* sObzzz*
Fri: sch is from 9 to 11am (haha yupyup...gg to sch for 2 hrs..wahhahahah...nTh to say !!!)

heyhey...ytd was supposed to go swimming but it rained so changed of plans...we went to eat at KFC....i tried the new curry flavour..hmm it was not bad..hah aya lor...i was w jan and ro..yupyup so happed to see my bro and kaymond outside KFC..they juz completed their gym..yeah man...

so asked clyve if he wanted to join us for pool ltr in the eveining..hahha...yupyup....ro, jan, wee leong, clyve and me..yeah man...hmm but clyve came ltr lah...hmmm...today all of us din hv the form..esp that Clyve...gave the "EXCUSE" that the table was too small..PoOH!

aft that we went to the coffee chop to see clyve eat his late dinner...yeah and met jon there...haha...yupyup

and to ro..juz wanan say that...we care for u...and juz wan wad's best for u...no matter wad..we are still SISTERS..we hv grown up tgh and all....so u shld know and come to trust us..so hope u are able to share freely as i did w u....
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oh we will be gg to watch a movie ltr..wahhahahahahha cant wait...hmmm let's see who's gg....jan, ro, clyve, jon, maybe kaymond, and me...hhahaha...hmm tml will be great fun..and maybe at nite we'll go play pool w wee leong

hey hey...ytd went mass w mommy...than aft that...went for a musical strings concert with roanna....at victoria Concert HAll..it was a performance by her poly..wahha ya so went w her to watch...yeah....hmm oklah...tho i wanted to slp during some parts..wahaha coz i'm not used to watching this kinda musical...wahhahah..hmm yupyup...

aft that went to AMK McDonald's to chat for a while..wahahaha..hmm think i'm beginning to open up and talk mOre...hmm hopefully lah...hmm let's see...tml will be gg to swim w the gals....yeah..than maybe go and chill at a new place that i got to know abt jUz this Sat..yeah man...the finger Fd there is also Nice...it's at Upper S'goon..near the Crocodile Farm..wahhaha yupyup..so maybe tml can bring them there....yupyup...cant rmb the name but ya...

oh ya.. on sat i watched teh movie "Samara" w Ber... hmm it's sth like The Ring...yeah...hmm not sure y but now this kinda scary movies do mk me jump in teh theather...wahhaha yupyup..the part i really like the most is teh ending when the woman was trying to climb out of the well and once she was out she said :" I'm NOT your Fucking Mother!" whaha that was fun and we din expect it...hmm but for $8.50 dun think it's worth it..yeah...wanted to watch "The Eye 10" but we were left w teh first 3 rows to decided to watch "Samara"....

hmm yupyup..
~AnTiciPa+iNg foR lTr~

hmmm....for the past 3 days had been working
yA! surprised? wahaha
hmm nth much act the job was juz for 3 days, as a flyer distributor, for courts ya lor...hmm so it ended ytd...waH and i pray i wont do that again...than nth much hmm..first 2 days worked at Suntec..than ytd worked at Tampines...

oh ya...druce and i worked tgh....on the first day saw Ina, Meng Heong and James.whahahah than they helped out a little if ya know wad i mean....hmmm..oh ya....aaron n ligna also came than aft that went aaron's place to play mahjong...hmm yupyup...hahah newbie so duno much lah..whaha only the 2nd last rd did i win..wAHhahaha

shall source for either bernard's or chi ho's help..WHahahhaha learnt mahjong from chi ho act..hee hee...hmmm

sch is starting already...hmm yupyup and i need my timetable..coz i wanna see if on the 22 i can leave for Mt. Ophir..wahhaha hmmm dunno if i'm up for it anot..wAHhaha ahmm cant ait...but ya need to see if timetable allows...

Praise the Lord!!! haha i've Cleared all mY seMester ModUles!!!! hahaha....yeaH!!! now CAn breathe a SIgH of reLief...hee hee..

oko hmm...i'm kinda disappointed with my reSUlts ok...tho i clearE all but than it's not saTisfacTory...all my aim fell shot of THe mArK..din get my DistincTion... :( hmmm but MM caMe fROm beHind TO SUrpriSE me...Lol...got an A for tHat...hmm...yupyup...HAppy lah...but than teh disappointment from the rest over powers that A....

Year 3 Modules:
BM0055 HRM & Practices
BM0169 CRM
BM0175 Compensation Mgt
BM0185 Entrepreneurship
BM0353 Workplace Health Promotion Program
BM0771 Quality Mgt

I'm also thinking of taking Calculus...how??? classes will be help on SAturdays..that's wad i heard from Ian...how? shld i take Calculus Again??? Clyve told me to take it coz then it'll be a refresher's course...but is it gd to take that risk??? shld i be ambitious adn then fall and add another D to my grades??? or WIll i be able to get an A??? hmmm i'm desperate to salvage wad i can for my results..so how???

I need ideas..i need Help..i Need opinions.......

argH!!!! i'm results WIll Be ouT in a Few hrs TIme..!!! hmmm..i'm very scared leh...wad if i dun pass..wad if i hv to re takes 1 or 2 modules??? i dun wanna retake ANy moDUle leh..Dear God..Please let me clear all my modules...

gAl..freAking Out`~~~~

hmm...wad a day..sure loved it man..lol...woke up at 11.30am..wahha that's an improvement..Lol....came online than chatted w my brother...yupyup..he wanted me to go gym w him..wahha but Nah...SOrry Pal,...wOnt gO man..Lol...so told him i'm game for anything other than Gym..wahahha...so met him and jimmy at town..jimmy is the guy that also joined us for the Simple Plan Concert..yupyup...he had his hair cut and than we went to Cine to eat Sushi..wahh...yupyup..wOw there i saw Jonathan and Bryan with a gal..forgot her name lah..i do know her also..wahha but ya..eh WillIE!!! are they an item?? wahha me Curious leh...tell me tell me..hee hee....

hmm...yupyup...aft that shopped ard...was hunting for earrings for both the guys..whahaha...hmm..Gg out w the both of THem is a New Experience...yeah man...better AcT...

oh ya...came back home w the hope of Chilling at Grds..however..Due TO sOme unforeseen circumstances we were not able too..hai..So Sad....anyway....

on a Happy Note...i've GOt a Job for 3 days as a distributor..think is give out phamplets..not sure...anyway it starts tml to fri...hmmm yupyp...anyway juz go try out lor..work than get allowance...hmm...hope can find job for the 2 slackers tooo..wahahaha...let them do some stuff....hee hee...

[Continuation]

Fri:
well basically that first day..was very slack....only started our session like at 10++ when we shld hv started at 8pm...it was due to some unforeseen circumstances...yeah...the first session was Evelyn's session...yupyup...she talked abt y we were here and also got us into sharing groups to share on y we wanna join RCIY and wad we expect from ourselves and the group...hmm..yupypu..broke up to do self-reflection and came back for deep sharing...yeah..it was powerful..yupyup...tho i'm still not very comfortable with sharing in a big grp abt my feelings yupyup but i did...

hmm.one thing i did not like abt the sharing was the long hrs we had to sit on the flr...i felt cramed and butt hurt...yeah...esp when the rm we were in was so small....yup yup..i did not get to slp until 4.30am...yeah..hahha...shared the slping bag w cass in the living rm...wahhaha......oh ya...wanna know where our chalet was situated??? wahhaha it was infront of Changi Hospital!!! lol..wahhaha..interesting yeah...wld u all hv been able to slp knowing that CH was behind?? well i cld..hee hee...surprisingly was not scared or afraid...yea...

Sat:
yea woke up at 8.15am...had to hv breakfast and then preparre for PnW..jas and i were leading morning worship...yupyup...well i was freaking out..Literally ok..hmm..and was really contemplating backing out...yea...but sth juz kept me gg lah...tho still v nervous...wad if sth screwed up than how?? hmmm when it was PnW time yeah..haha din really know wad to say to quieten the rest down..hmm.btu we did managed..and the first song..Dip Dip..wahha adin really know how to co-ordinate..haha ya lor...scary~~ lol...hmmm...when jas led the 2nd and 3rd song..my mind suddenly went black for a split second only lah...forgot wad song was aft Great in Power and Heart of Worship...lol...but think it was the Holy Spirit that led me on lah...really...cld rmb wad it was than than..ya....there were a few places that we cock-up ..but than ya overall...it was ok i guess...yeah..

muz really thank Kenny and Cass for playign the guitar for the both of us..and even tho it was last min lah..but they really pulled it off...Thanks YOu!!! yeah than teh 2nd session was on our expectations on each individual grps and on some of the problems that we had in the group and how we cld resolve them...yupyup...

we had lunch aft that...had a wonderful lunch tho u all might not think that hving instand noodles with a plate of vegetables and meat w sausages might not be appetising however to me it was Dee-Li-Cious!! yeah...aft that went up for the next part..which Kevin led..sth abt Servanthood also..we had everyone write our strangth and weakness on a piece of paper and than had to read out one of each to the ppl..yupypu..it really liked this one the most as since i came into Rciy...all we had been doing was Affirming each other...and now we had a chance to know our weakness..this reminds me of the SWOT Analysis that i had leant in MM (Mkting Mgt)...yeah...S= Strength W= Weakness (S and W are internal) O= Opportunities T= Threats (O and T are external) hah ayupyp that's sth...anyway aft that we watched a ppt slide show than went to reflect on that...

aft reflection we came back to the room and shared abit on wad we had reflected than had reconciliation..this reconciliation was w the ppl that we knew....hmm..yeah..for this erm..ya..i dunno wad to type here lah...hmm..aaron came up to me lah...so ya went out to heaer wad he had to say lah..hmm..in the process got biten by not one but 2 of those big ants...hmm yupyup..anyway..yeah..aaron talked to me than ya..he talked lor..hmm...even now hmm everything is jumbled up in my head but i dunno how to type it out...hmm...i also talked to him..than erm...i hardly cry infront of ppl..hmm..the only ppl that hv seen me cry are jan, jm, js, ro..mostly track and field ppl..as for bren i dun rmb crying infront of her...maybe she has seen me cry but i'm not sure...ya so...while talking to aaron..ya lah..u know wad happened..well to be frank...i'm an extremely sensitive person ok..but i wont tell u all lah...and i keep everything inside..that's my nature..maybe it's coz of everything that has happened...that's y i hardly talk and due to this i cant seem to express myself..hnmmm..and maybe that's y u all everytime see me stoning..hmm..but wadever the case yupyup..that's wad i hv to say now...

had mass aft that...by this time bernard and freddie had already aarived....yeah aft mass..we had our BBQ!!! wahhaha...hmmm..than had our 3rd and last session for this retreat....steven took care of this last one...he was telling us y he did certain things yupyup...adn then a few of us shared how we felt...yuppyu..sth to that extend..than we had PnW by Jonathan and Victor...yeah..and that's all for this retreat..we slept at ard 4am..hah ayupypu...finally got to slp on a bed..than got the news that our Father Pope John Paul II had passed away already...some of them that were still awake went to say 2 decades of rosary..hm..yupyup..before slping...than teh next dayy....check out at 10.45am...

jorlyn drove freddie, daphne L., cass and i back..victor also came along..coz they are siblings..haha..erm..yup yup..came home went to bathe than chatted w bernard and wrote the previous entry...b4 gg to slp....slept until 8++pm..than went jie ji's place...hee hee...erm...wad else oh ya...went to slp at 2am and woke up at 1pm today..hee hee..ya lah..VEry SLpy ok....

juz came back from our Sponsor Retreat. i'm so tired and slpy...

it was really sth deeper and we did share wad really was inside of us....

well on the day of teh chalet itself..well i had to get up early in the morning to go s'goon stad to help out in the Sports Day..ya lor..hmm..as usual helped out then we, seriors, did not hv time to warm up for our Alumni 4x100m race...act it was very badly organised...for our alumni race i mean...our teams had to juz report to the starting line..and we were also dis-organized too coz we were worrying abt the not warm up-ed properly......and everything was juz plain chaotic..we had held back the time and due to that the started did not give a heck and juz started without even checking to see if all the 3 legs were ready...as it turned out...mark wasnt on teh track yet..but the startr juz started...so jan's group cock-up lor..

Position of the groups according to their leg:
[Lane 3] 1st: Donna, Wee leong, Roanna, Jonathan
[Lane 5] 2nd: Lois, Jian Sheng, Jia min, Joey
[Lane 4] 3rd: Janice, Bernard, Mark, Ze Teng

yupyup..due to not warming up..i pulled my hemstring muscel badly..yupyup..cld feel it tightening and also a bit pain lah..but bo bian hv to run to pass the baton to js..luckily did not tear it..

aft the Sports day, Miss Lim drove the 6 of us gal to go and hv lunch while the guys took a cab...ahhaha..donna and i sat infront while ro, jm, jan and zt sat behind..hahah js, wl, jon, mark, anthony and 2 more guys cant rmb who they were..so in total 14 of us..wahhaha..

yupyup aft lunch..we decided to go s'goon grds c'try club to bowl coz the teachers were all there...yupyup..

was supposed to leave at 3.30 the latest to pack my stuff and all ..how ever stayed ther to ard 4.30pm..wahha...i panicked lah..coz was to meet eve and daphne L. at 6.30pm at Pasir RIs...yeah...anyway played 2 games of bolwing...yupyup..the frist score was 101 while teh 2nd one..hmm cant rmb but it's b/t 80-90 pts i guess..haha yeah yeah...

anyway i'll continue w the retreat ltr at nite..for now wanna slp...tired..

hey...yup..i'm aching all over..and i hv blue black on both my kness..dun ask me how i came across them..i too hv no idea..wahhahah

yupyup...we'll let's start from the beginning..wahhahah..hmm..in the morning supposed to hv awaken up at 5am...however we slpet until 7.15..so reached suntec at abt 9am...than we din know that we cld take the lift up to teh 6th level..so bren adn i waited at the 2nd level..yupyup.stupid rite? coz on the 2nd level..teh escalators were blocked so we tot they din allow anyone to go up..but ya..who is to know that there was a lift..haha..yupyup..so when we went up there were alreay a few grps of ppl there..ya...hmmm...(sad that we were not the first..)

anyway...we played card game with the group that was directly infront and behind of us..haha talked and chatted with them..yupyup..haha yupyup..we'll it kinda got very boring juz waiting there ya...it was sIan...than a few groups behind us there were a grp of caucasians..and they were freaking noisy and loud and juz plain irritating...there was once when they decided to talk to the crowd...ya they asked who we liked in Simple Plan.and when one of them said David..wah the AA gals screamed so loud that my ears rang..GeesH...and as u know level 6 of Suntec Convention hall has a lot of space..so their screams echoed man...yIkES!!! i was SO DisGUstED!!! really...even now...hOrribLe...haha...yupyup...anyway..clyve and his fren came at 4pm and 4.30pm respectively..wahhaha yupyup..

ok now...let me fast forward...to the gg into the concert hall..wahahha...well basically it was chaotic...yupypu..the barriers were so lousy..they were juz plastic stripes u know like the strip that teh police uses to block out an area?? ya...that was wad they used..gessH How STUpiD can the Ppl There be??? those plastics can tear anytime lor..Ah yo no braIns...ya anyway...bren adn i were the 2nd grp of ten to go into the Concert Hall...yeah...hahhaa..we went in at 7pm...yupyup..hah awe raced to the front of the hall..haha and managed to get right in front...waHhahaha...yupyup right in teh front..and i hit my toes against the metal barrier...think i fractured my left toes..coz it hurts...but it did not swell..wahhah..hmmm.yupypu..

yeah..hmm..pug jelly played for the first half hr than we waited until 9pm..wahha b4 Simple PLan caMe on Stage.wAHaHHAH...hmm..we'll once they came on stage..the ppl behind began to push use..as the y all surged forward..wahha areally kena sQuasHed..haha..and there were times when i cld not breaThe...yeah..hahaha....

well..TO cUt it ShorT...
it was AMAZING!!!!
it was FANTASTIC!!!
it was WONDERFUL!!!
it was CRAZY!!!!
it was SPLENDID!!!
it was SIMPLE PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aH~~~~~~!!!!!!!! let's hear u S-CCCC-RRR-EEEEE-AAAAAAAAAA-MMMM!!!!!!!!!!!

i want MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm..yupyup..hahahaha...AH~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oko calm down..wahahha...hmmm now to the horid part of it....the part where i got all my aches and brusies..hmm...haha when we were in front...i had to stay put leh...if not will get pushed by others...and the gal beside me..wah..she kept on pushing me leh..ah yo..coz she din hv space to fit her whole bady..so she was like standing side ways...so she kept on using her hips to push me...my goodNess...i also din hv much space lor..so it's like....in the end i had to use my hips to push er too..ah yo..and she and her frens..still had the CHEEK to ask me not tO puSHHER!!! my oh my...really felt pek chek then but now i feel like slaPping her man...arGH!!! ya lah...sIcKening...than there was a time when this gal frlom teh back squeezed her way beside me..separating bren adn i...my oh my..haha..bren adn i decided to push her back.haha..ya lah..i kno wit's bad lah...i feel kinda sorry for that gal lah..but NOt THAT sOrry...i admit...yupyup..did some hip work out again lah...thru out the whole concert...my hips cld not rest lah...ah yo ppl push one side than push another side..bUt this is wad will happen lah...bo bian....then even my arms also cld not relax..wahha...hai ya lor...

then i dunno y ppl from the back need to stick their arms right infront and rest on teh barrier??? makes no sense..can anyone tell me y?? wah..than DAMN fREAKING irritating lah...here we already dun hv space and there they stick their arm and rest on my arm...hai yo...cant stand it...

ya..well in the end..well i din managed to grab anything...hai..i so wanted the pick lah...only the pick lah..i din ask for teh drumbstick..only the pick..but din get...at the end when Seadbastien threw all his picks one fell on the grd infront of teh barrier..so i aske one of teh guy to pick it up...wah liao~~ he picked it up..and stil lcld tease us leh...than gave it the another gal..hai...this was why i wanted to cry lah...i juz wanted the only loh..hai yo..but i'm still greatful than i managed to get rite up close to SIMPLE PLAN...tho still disappointed..and it was made worst when i found out that...Clyve and his fren had a chance to get the drumbstick and pick..however they juz siam to one side and let teh gals behind them take...arGH!!! i really wanna cry...want to cry lah..but i dun wanna cry..hai am i making sense?? i dun wanan cry coz it's juz a band...hai...but hai...i dunno lah...hai~~~~

anyway..aft the concert..clyve, his fren adn i went to Chomp Chomp to get sth to eat adn drink...wahhaha..yupyup..teh both of them had not eaten..esp clyve..had not eaten lunch and dinner...hai..yupyup...ya anyway...aft eating went to Tavistock Park...to climb the spider haha than sat there adn chit chat..wahhaha..crazy lah...yupyup...yeah...talked until 1++am alomst 2am..wahhahah

oh ya...here's the pic that i wanna show u all..wahhaha..got it from kris..yupyup....



this is the pic..that the both of us love...it was taken on a cruise in the middle of the Great Barrier Reef in Australia....yeah! ahha..bOth of us love this pic..whahahaha...pity that there are to "extra" ppl in the pic behind us..wahaha

AH!!!!! it's 2 more days before Simple Plan's Still Not Getting Any....TOUR!!!! AH!!! hahahaha..Cant wait cant WAit........CCCAnanaannnnnnTTTT waaaaaIIITTTTTTTTTTt~~ oh man...hmm...Clyve, my "bro" will be gg w bren adn me..wAHhahaa....hmm..it'S gg tO bE COOL!!!!

pray i dun faint...wahahha...nah..guess not...get HIGH yes..faint..No..wahhahah

how i wish..more of our frens wld b able to come along..bUt heCk..whaha bren and i are gg to gO CraZY..as for Clyve..hmmm...wahahah..we'll see..ltr he say the both of us are crazy ..hmm...wahhaha...gg tO enJoy it...can feel it in my BOnezzzz....

oh ya..Avril Lavigne's Bonez Tour will be at the S'pore Indoor Stad on the 2nd of april...hmmm....din know that her concert is act more expensive thab SP's...hahah..hmmm...yupyup..anyone interested?? but i wont be gg tho..hahahaha...hmm..yup that's abt it from me now....

hmmm..Good aFtnn...wahaha..i woke up at 2pm man...was too slpy..luckily i decided to come home rather than go aaron's place..wahha..yupyup..and i even slept thru dindson's call..wahhaha...hmm..purposely put to sd mode...but still cld Not HEar..that was how tired i was man....

ytd...in the morning i went to teh stadd to train w ro, wee leong and jonathan....yupyup...but than we din do anything..juz went there warm up 2 rds than did some strides..and that's all..wahaha...ro and i decided to do circuit but than i opted out..wahhaha...so we juz stayed there for like an hr..wahaha..than wee leong, jonathan adn i headed to Hougang Mall for lunch...while ro went home...she was meetin her aunt..

yupyup had lunch than i went to buy a top..b4 we decided to go and play Pool..wahaha.hmm...we played pool for think over 2hrs..wahha..yupyup..it was fun..lol...and fUnny tooo..wahhaha...playing w them sUre was fUn..there was a time when i decided to CHallenge tHem..wahahha...2 v. 1..wahah but wahhaa..lost lah..Whahaha...did improve tho...won wee leong once..but think that was Lady Luck on my side..wahhaa...but only that one time..wahahah....yeah....

act i had planned aft training to hv lunch than go home and rest b4 preparing to go church for the elects' Baptism Mass...however..decided that playing pool was more FUn..than gg Home...esp Playing w the both of them..yup..so when i went home i only had the time to bathe b4 heading out...bUt it was raining so my bro-in-law decided to send me to church b4 gg home..hee hee...i cant wait to see gigi ltr...hee hee...

yupyup....went to church to practise..for pnw ltr...ilona and daphne zheng were leading worship...yupyup...than went for mass..yupyup...mass laster until 11pm if i'm not wrong...yeah...it sure brought back memories of my own baptism last easter...yeah...wow..and i think...it's more touching watching the elects gg thru baptism than when i was gg thru it myself...on my part...it's more reflective more rather than really feeling it than..coz alot of things were running thru my mind on my own baptism....yeah...

yup..so aft that we all headed to Swensen's at HV...yupyup..it was great fun...whaha..and very filling too..lol...yup we stayed there and took pic and i discussed a few songs w jas..but cass and i got a lift back home in Ashley's car...yupypu...reached home at 2.45am and slept at 3am..wahah...yupyup..and like i said earlier...din hear dindson calling me...so asked him to call me when i woke up..wahhaha...hmm...know wad..he's confined in camp for like 28 days...21 more days to go...hai yo.....all coz of some politics and backstabbing...hai~~...oh ya..juz realized that he smokes..PooH!! haha..and he picked it up when he was in ns...hmm..let's see he says he's a social smoker and that he'll quit b4 he ord next yr..so yeah..we'll see...hopefully so lah...

so now..dunno wad to do..i'm athome..need to think of songs..arGH!!..wahhaha...

hmm...back home from church..wahhaa...this wk...will be gg church 3 daes in a row..wahhaha...ytd.. went back to help eve in preparing the "Passover" meal...for the Cathechumens...wahaha..yupyup..lol..i was assiGNed to the Kitchen..wahha act most of us that went there to help were assigned to the kitchen....the few of us were to cut the apples, that we bought, into cubes as it was part of the ingredients for the Charoses (mixture of nuts, apples, rasins, wine and cinnamon)...

yupyup..the whole "Passover" meal...was a new experience for me..and thru it it gave me more insight on how teh passover came abt..yupyup..it was a simple meal which comprised of Unleavened Bread, Kemar, Lamb Leg and the Charoses...yupyup...aft that had to wash the trays and all..yupyup...Bernard was kind enough to offer to send me home..and yup...sat his motorbike...hmm..ok lah..not afraid of sitting on a bike..wahaha 3rd time that i sat on his bike..yupyup..first time, he gave me a joy ride ard grds..2nd was when he drove me back frm Jas's place....wah..on teh expressway...was so afraid that het helmet wld fall off...yupyup..and the 3rd tiem was ytd lor...hmm..not afraid already..kinda exciting tho..U shld try it...whhaha..yupyup...cld rmb last time when i was younger..my cousins used to ride a motorbike and i alway wanted to sit on one..wahah....but din hv teh chance lah...

reached home and than called Cass at ard 12.15mn...yupyup..listened to her play the guitar...and sang some songs over the phone..hwhhahaha....oh Jas and i wld be doign PnW durign the Sponsor Retreat...yupyup...

Anyway...today went to church as it was Good Friday...yea...so it was teh 2nd day in a row..wahha..it din rain and it was not that cloudy too..hmm...yeah...than went J8 with ilona, mich, aaron, druce and bernard...aaron and ilona wanted to get Baptism present yupyup...yupyup..than came home for dinner....oh ya..watched "The Sound of Music" wahaha i love that show...it's soooo Nice...wAHhahaha...

Tml will be gg to hougang stad in the morning to train...than go home and get ready to leave my hse for church aa 3rd tiem...oh tml will be the Cathechumens Baptism nite...yeah..and might be seeing Elizabeth there tooo...coz her uncle will be gettign baptised too...he's in the RCIA...yeh...i'll be gg early w a few of the MM ppl to practice for the PnW...yupyup...aft everything will be heading to Holland V Swensen's...yupyup...that's the agenda for tml..wahhaha...

wah! welcome home man...legs are so tired..Lol...wahhaa...know wad...i woke up at 11.45am..wahahha...yupyup..it's earlier than the day b4..Lol..

i chatted w Kris the day b4...wahhaha din know that we cld talk for so long..wAHhaha...act i tot it wld be awkward talkign to her...but it turned out the other way rd...yupyup..it was great..wahha..got to talk to her...wahhah.....so many things to talk...wahhaha...turns out we act liked a similar pic that we took at the Great Barrier Reef..wahhaha...so i'm waiting for her so scan adn send to me..wahha..*psst Kris..i'm waiting ah...wahhaha* haha..yupyup..told her abt some 'stuff' wahhahha..yup and she told me abt her bf...hahah yeah man..shld do this more often...watch movie ah..Lol ;)

yupyup..anyway was supposed to meet jm at 1.45pm at hougang stad..but know wad..wahhaha..she was still at home when i reached H.S..wahaha...so bo bian...rested at the stad until the juniors arrived...lol..so cld not train...anyway..today's time taking was much better...coz ms neo and coach were there.w.ahahah...well..it poured at ard 4pm...so had to wait until it stopped b4 continuing...today only took timings for 1500m, 400m, 100m and 200m...yupyup...not bad lah....haha...aft the heats...jan, jm and i started to train frist...wah...i'm in DEEP SHIT...yup....my standard now is below ZERO sia...lol..wahhaha...aft the first 2 rds of warming up then 3x ankling and 3x stridings i cld not take it already...man but the striding was the killer...came back feeling horrible and felt like vomiting...

oh man...i feel so sad...and feel so bad...i feel that i hv let hp down..wahaha...coz like wad jm say...din know that hp look up to me man...so it's like i hv let her down...oh man...she even know that my 100 'C' Girls timing was 13.34 sec..oh man and look at me now... *sob* *sob*..juz a puddle of water..not even jelly..hai~

i hv nv felt the way i was feeling juz now since pri sch....

hmm...anyway...js joined us when we were train our passing...yupyup..aft that..jm, jan and i went to KFC for dinner..wahahha...ya u muz b thinking...'dao' whaha...aft training than go KFC..wahaha...put back all teh weight and more that we had lost..WHAhahaa

yupyup..we stayed at KFC until ard 9.30pm...wahha..talked abt stuff like r'ships and f'ships..wAHhaha...hmmm....yupyup...

hey ...now i can finally put up a few pics of the 3 gals i had been talking abt..Lol...ytd...saw ro online..so took the opportunity to ask her to send me a few of our pics..wahhaha... yupyup....


frm L-->R: Me, Janice (Jan), Jia Min (Jm) & Roanna (Ro)
This pic was taken last yr...hmm cant rmb when exactly tho...lOl...


frm L-->R-->Bottom: Jan, me,jm, ze teng (zt), Xin Hao (xh), js and ro
We were ard 17 yrs old..

yeah man....lol

wahahha..hmmmm....back...well today as usual slpet until 1pm..lol...hmm...tml i shall NOT slp until so late...will get up in the morning....yupyup...anyway..woke up juz in time to hv lunch than get ready to go Hougang stad....

yeah...it rained...yupyup..lucky i managed to reach the stad w/o getting wet...tho i'm hving a headache now....yupyup...anyway...as i was saying...went there to help in recording the time...yup yup..and there were some cock-up on my part....*oPps*...yeah...well..that's over...and corrected already...today..ro, jm, js and i were there to help out...zt..was also there....wah! so long nv see her....sure is great to see her again...and man is she damn..zai...hahha....stylo man....hmm...ro and i act wanted to jog aft the whole thing..however...as usual..when teh time came...i din wanna jog..poOh! moreover...jan and jm were "pestering" us to hurry..coz they were hungry..wahhaha...so landed up nv jog...but tml...wahhah....will try to jog...provided my headache goes away...oh ya!! haha...we hv formed our team!! lol...jm, js, joey and me!! whahahhaa..so funny....all of us drew lots..lol...drew 3 times juz to get a team that satisfied all our expectation....lol..cant wait for the 1st of April....tho kinda dreading it at the same time...lol....on that day still hv Sponsor Retreat...whaha...

so let's see...the 6 of us headed to hougana Mall for dinner...:Js, Jm, Harris, Jan, Ro and me..whahha..we went to Pizza Hut..yeah man..hmm...sat there to chat....than headed home...so yup...here i am....nth to do so caom oneline...oh ya...jm was saying something abt ppl who blog are "stupid" wahhahaha.......hmmm...i sure miss those times in sec sch...humpH!! ahhaha

hmmm...stayed at home today...was looking thru the songs that i wanna use for PnW...hmmm....still finding...yupyup...hv not really decided wad songs...hmmm....yupyup....

oh and i might be gg for Simple Plan's Concert on the 30th of March...yeah! hahaha..cOol...hmm...like wad bren said..if cant go Australia than let's enjoy w Simple Plan..lol.hahahhaha cOol Cool....hopefully we'll be able to get the Tixs....who wanna go?? it's abt 55 bucks per person..so go along w ur frens...lol....get the tixs while stock last..hahhaha...

*Kris u can go w ur frens.....haha....

AH!!! haah juz got a call frm BREN..hahah she HAs bOught THE tIx!!! YEA!!! hahahah..hmm...gg to Q the day b4 man..lOl...hahaha...yeah!!! hmm...so exciting..lol...haha...that's one thing abt being single..wahaha....if wanna go juz go..wAhhahahaha....ok know wad..i shall not complain and be happy that i'm Single..LOl..hahaha...hmm..lIfe is iNteRestIng...hahaha....

hmmm.....wiLl bE gg tO happY daZe Ltr aT niTE...yupyup...

tml still not sure if wanna go NP anot...still need to start training..hmmm...well act nth much to say leh...juz wanna type rubbish help that's all...hmm...i wanna go AustraLia...

hmm...nth to do online leh....holi is here but hv stuff to do...not sure if can enjoy much anot....hmmm...?? lalala... o__o

hmmm..fInally mY exams aRE ovER!! haha ytd was the last paper..and aft that went to the Adidas Sale at Expo straight away..!! wahha...met Roanna and her fren Jian Bing(think that's how to spell hiss name...OppS) and Zack..yupyup...wah we had to queue to deposit our bags at the counter and than queue again to go in..wahhah..waited in line for abt 30 mins juz to enter..ya..once inside hmm...nth mush leh...there wasnt any nice stuff to get..but i did see one sneakers..wah! damn Nice Lor..hahah but too Bd...i Hv enugg shoes at home already...instead i bought a short..yupyup..cost 20 bucks..so nice...but..but..but..but wahhaha...juz to pay we had to wait in line for abt 30 mins...YUP!!!! THIRTY Minutess...wahahha hOrrIbLE! oh ya..Jm and Druce came almost at the same time...and man ..they din need to Q to get in...gEesH..

Jian Bing and Zack left..while roanna, jm, druce and i headed to to Ps aft that..hmm..both roanna and jm went to cut their hair..and both came out feeling unsatisFied with their Hair STyLe..wahaha..while they were cutting their hair druce and i decided to play pool..however the pool tables were fully booked..so bo bian...

oh and i also saw a few of my frens..haha..Donna, Brian and Willis...cOol.....aft buying Druce's hp battery we went up to see the 2 Gals..wahhaha...finishing up w their hair...or shld i say all 3 of us were waiting for jm..wah and it was FilThy eXpensIce..esp for Roanna's HaircUt...it's like they cHeaTed man...nO gg tHere eVer aGAin...the stylist dun eveN seeM tO knOw hoW tO style customers' hair..ya lor...

aft the hair cut..all four of us went to hv dInner than headed dOwn tO Clarke Quay...we went to Settles' Cafe (is this how u sPell?)...there we met up w Aaron and Jorlyn..wow..that place is not bad...u get to play board game and some of the game are from other countries and that are not sold in S'pore...inTerEsting...maybE one dAY shld gO there..inTro u ppl...harris came at abt 10.30pm..juz as we were abt the wrap up..and thus jm and harris headed to Chimjes..there was a bash there so yup yup..jorlyn also alighted at Dhoby Ghaut..while the rest of us headed to Kovan...there...ROanna left for home..while Aaron, Druce and i decided to go to Aaron's place for a while....we CHatted for a while...well act..both Aaron and Druce did most of the talking..i was too "Brain Dead" to do much other than listen...haha...act wad did we talk abt ah?? oh abt..aaron's stuff than abt jm and roanna..than...sth abt me and "Blind Faith"...ah and than abt Stars..wahhaha can u believe it we were talking abt stars and Light Pollution...yupyup coz we were sitting at the porch.....do u know that there was such a Thing as Light Pollution?? well i din know that it WAS Called Light Pollution...but now u know..haha

yup..anyway aft that aaron drove us home...i reached home at abt 1am..yupyup...wah had to whole hse to myself..wahhaa..mom was at Chalet..wahha...cool...oh ya i rmbed wad else we talked abt...abt their RCIY experiences..and abt being guards during one of the faith walk in Pulau Ubin..yupyup....ya well back to me being at home...yupyup..wah! Had the most AMAZing REST in 2 wks..wahhaa slept deeply act...hahha slept til morn...and felt so heavy when i woke up..wanted to continue slping but cld not go back to slp..coz it like those times when u wake up and than no matter how much u wanna get back to slp but juz cant...ya...waited for Bren to call me coz we were supposed to meet at 1pm to go to the NATAS Travel Fair..yupyup..instead we met up at 3pm..wahaha...WE WANT TO GO AUSTRALIA....but bren's mom dun allow..my mom also dun allow but she said if i wann go than go lor..so ya she allows...it's juz that the timing is JUZ NOT RIGHT!!! Fer's wld be hving her 1 wk break startign from 28th MArch..but it so happens that from the 1-3rd APril i'll be hving sponsor retreat and on the 1st i'm involved in my sec sch Sports DAY.....arGh!!! this is the yr that teeNagers are Supposed to ENJOY their lives and Make the most out of it...and Juz eNjoying tRavelling w frens...but i'm STUCK in S'PORE...ARGH!!! it's JUZ FREAKING bad lor the timing..and i'm e type that cant stay/ sit still and i wanna try extreme sports..that's y i wanted to go Cairns..can go white water rafting...Sky Diving...sit hotair balloons..cant rmb when i went there when i was young...kris and i had to sit in the mini van and follow the hotair balloon that was carrying our parents...whaha...sad rite?? hai...missed so Much...

i wanan go but there's so many obstacles....hmmm...