ytd..was my 2nd time of training...hmm...slowly lah..haha surely can get my form back..hai...haha and today is already..fri..that's so fast...next wk back to sch..hmmm...2 more days to enjoy..hahha

ltr..gg to sch to hv mini training...w jm and guo meng..yeah...hopefully can last....but now dunno wad to wear sia...hahhaha

anyway will see abt it...Lol...yeah

hey hey....hmm holidays still on...last wk actually...hmmmm so fast actually...can still rmb fri b4 term break started..than now...it's already thursday..hmm so fast..lol...anyway

June Camp was Not bad sia....hmmm TOtally dIfferent ExpErience....hmm..yeah..no gg to talk much abt it tho...juz that i did a session on "How to Communicate With God" yeah..haha..the diff forms of prayer... yea and also played a role in a skit..hmmm but cld not really get into the character...din cry..wahhaha almost but din...Lol...

hmm yupyup....oh ya..today hv training..no mood leh..dunno y come poly than no mood to go and train...hmm *wonders* maybe coz i dun wanna feel the pain..wAHhaha we'll see....today will hv to go w jm..coz tues skipped...

hmm that's it...nth interesting to say...

decided to come here...was thinking of calling/ msging either aaron, bernard, eve, bren or maybe cass..but than cant seem to pick up the handphone..and they will not be free too as they are bz w the camp programm...and i feel that no one will udstd wad i'm feeling rite now..hmmm wanted to type a msg to the yahoogrps too but than was thinkning maybe it's too early to say anything..ya~ it's juz to early or maybe it's not? and i'm also not sure of the seriousness of the situation...hmmm...so ya..decided to come here...

....i dunno wad to type here juz yet..tho need an outlet...h m m m m m m...h m m m m m m...dun wan the same thing to happen like last time..and this time rd..i'll be able to experience it more....hmmmmmmm maybe need to take it out..so i pray that aft it has been taken out..all the worries nd probs will be behind us...

ya think it's too early to know..and maybe i'm juz jumping to conclusions and juz thinking WAY TOO MUCH...YA..THat's It...i'm Juz THinking TOo MUCH...

This Songs juz came to my head..know part of the lyrics only..
God will make a way,
when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way~, He will make a way...

think that's the rite lyrics...
ok juz went to check the lyrics online..and this is it:

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today.

ok yup that's it..
this song act came to me ytd..when dennis was doing his sharing..yupyup...and now it came to me again..hmmm..yupyup...

hmmm trying to ctrl my tears,
confused,
clueless,
lost,
dunno wad to do,
trying to be Strong,
Lois Natalie Lee

wHao...june camp is coming up VERY soon..but at this moment in time..right now...i have a bad feeling at least for the session that patrick and i are gg to do..hmm coz hv not prepared..

last wk had been a very hectic week for me so din hv time to meet up...hai..muz tell myself to hv faith that all thigs will turn out find...ah yo..y am i always so last minute one?? hai~...

anyway...these few days or one wk..hv been very moody..juz abt irritated w everything ard me..hmm..wonders y...haha ya i know y...haha hmm am i mking sense?? wahhaha wadever...this time rd the june camp so far frm wad we hv planned..think it's gg to be exciting..and i pray that M.C and WLN will be able to go...and all the other inquirers tooooo....

hai..dun seem to be doing enough for them on my part..yupyup...dun really call them too...hai...
1st things first..i'm not a person who will call someone else frequently...or for that matter to take the initiative to msg..hmmm so since now i know..do i need to TRY to take the initiative??? OUI! that's the ans...hai..i know the ans..hai...but but but but but................................*sigh*

hey hey..wah today tot i cld come home and slp...to regain all the lost slp during the pass 3 days...however that was not to be..wahha...for the last 3 days cindy, ding yue and i had been rushing our entrepreneurship proj which we had to present on monday which is today lah...wah yo..fri i slept at 4.30 am and woke up at 9 am to go cin's place to continue w the financial aspect of the proj...yupypu..than sun was also another hectic days had to rush w the compliation and there were alot of stuff that crop up..maybe that was y on fri i was very irritated and frustrated...no mood...yupyup..

Oh YA!! iVan's back for holi..wahhahaha..yupyup...

yupyup so today we were the first group to present..act it was ok lah..juz that we got shot a number of times abt our core biz idea and that we were everywhere in between but nth..hmm...yupypu...

ya so anyway..today aft entrep presentation...the 4 of us skipped lec..wahha yeah so i was free aft the entrep..tot cld come home to slp..ya..but than..laid in bed for an hr and still cld not get to slp...than sis brough gigi home..ya sis let gigi into my rm..ya thanks ah..wahahah was trying to slp but she was so enthu man...kept on wanting to greet me..wahhaha so ok lah...aft greeting sis brough her out but she din close the door fully...duh~ well the clever gigi decided to push open the door...whao really clever of her..so i bo bian..hv to get up of bed wad...cant ask me to leave the door open while the aircon was running rite?? so ya..decided to off the aircon and open the door and window....

yupyup..than let her come up on my bed for a while...she ah...wanted me to rub her tummy..hai..anyway decided to "TRY" to slp..but as u all know..cld not lor...that's abt it...haha

yo...june camp dates hv been changed to 18th, 19th and 20th of june..yupyup...hmm nth intersting....kinda bored now tho...fri hv test..oh ya...ytd...completed my CRM role play...hmm think it was ok..but not sure how i'll fair....yupyup...

sir din change the scrpit...yupyup..think i spoke way too fst.. and made a number of mistakes...yupyup...and and and and and and..yup muz be realistic..yayaya okok...

oh ya..ytd slept at 10pm..geesH was i tired..dunno y..today cld not awake up earlier....i was awake at 10am however cld not seem to pull myself out of bed...instead slept until 12.45pm..wAhaHAhaha no idea y...