BEING 19 SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had the most unEVENTFUL 19th B-day................hmmmmm like i said i went CB the nite b4 than had lunch on my b-day.....tho iT might NOT be tHat UnEventful...but than i do feel as tho this yr....is HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY OH WHY??
hmmm maybe it's coz it's nearing my final sem exam already than this coming wk i hv 2 presentations to do and i'm not confident...maybe that's y i feel jittery and panicky........
maybe aft my exams i'll feel better....PRAY that i'll pass.....i'm also wondering y i'm studying Business and whether i made the wrong choice...if i did...wad wld i hv chosen? i also dunno....i like sports and outdoors stuff....but wad kinda occupation will enable me to earn money and do outdoor stuff at the same time???
also....i'm considering not joining RCIY....hmmm....but another part of me wanna join.....i'm also thinking on my part...how much i can contribute to the ministry...the tot of leading worship act freaks me out....as for how much i can contribute...it's only on sun....hmmm...
i dunno y...but than helping out in rciy and in my sec sch is totally 2 different feeling altogether...and i rather prefer helping out in my sec sch....maaybe it's coz in sec sch....we have been the oldest in the sch and we help the younger ppl....and now in rciy there are ppl older than me and i'm not used to it.. Maybe..mayBe not....i'm not sure....
all i know for sure now is that tues and wed i hv presentation and i'm scared......and my exams coming....11th, 14th-16th and 18th of MArch....I'M ALSO SCARED!!!
i dun show it but inside i feel like i can crumble anytime...wad if i dun pass my exams??? wad if i dun do well? wad will happen to me? Will i continue in RCIY....it juz suddenly hit me...i feel INFERIOR to the ppl in RCIY....yup..that's y
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Saturday, February 26, 2005
hmmm....b-day juz passed....yupyup it's was more of a HAppening but at the same time QUiet 19th b-day.....the day b4 my b-day....jan, jess, harris, sk and me...went to chinablack..yupyup....ladies nite..waHahha so entrance free....hmmm..enoyed myself there in the beggining...coz music was hip hop and rnb....but as the nite progressed...the mucis became worst....like those trance...and like metal....i think...all i know is that...i di like the music that the DJ played..also my leg were beginning to hurt..wAHhaha but all in all i really enjoyed my self...was able to celebrate w jan too as we hv teh same b-day......we left CB at 2am...yupyup...than we headed to s'goon gardens for supper...lol...slack there until 3++ in the morning...heard some interesting stuff abt my fren that i din know abt.... slept at 4am...yupyup...
the next day...met up w cindy, ian and ding yue at j8 cartel for lunch....yupyup....it was juz a little bonding...yupyup..oh i had French Role play..haha....wah stressfull..but really praise the lord!!! i managed to rmb my script...wahhaha din go out on my b-day...went home to study Biz finance..had a test the next day....sad rite?? hahha ah well...talked to druce that nite...and let him hear my "wonderful" phone...made "music" for our ears...yupypu...*trying to be sarcastic here* haha okok...once the clock strikes 12mn...Cinderella will turn back into a plain gal...but for me...once the clock strikes 12mn...sth...fraeky will happen...wahhaa....hmmm..interesting....lol...oh well....
on fri...i took my test....well think i'll fail this module too....but it's not like i din study for it..hai....wad's wrong w me? study or din study it's still the same...so wad's the pt...haimorale is really low...esp with my final exams LOOMING nearer...it's in 2 wks time....a hv papers on 11th, 13th-16th and 18th or march....hai....yupyup...than at nite....cass and druce came over to my place..watched movie..wAHhaha "dangerous lives of alter boys", "before sunset" and one more movie which i cant rmb....well...basiaclly..i think the alter boys one was the best....tho i din like the ending..but among the 3...that was the best...lol..hhahaha....shld try it again...and i SUGGEST that we watch "A Cinderella Story" hahahhah
yup that's wad happened to me from wed up until now....oh ya...mkting presentation is coming soonn...yupyup....hmmmm..i'm slpy now so.....
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the next day...met up w cindy, ian and ding yue at j8 cartel for lunch....yupyup....it was juz a little bonding...yupyup..oh i had French Role play..haha....wah stressfull..but really praise the lord!!! i managed to rmb my script...wahhaha din go out on my b-day...went home to study Biz finance..had a test the next day....sad rite?? hahha ah well...talked to druce that nite...and let him hear my "wonderful" phone...made "music" for our ears...yupypu...*trying to be sarcastic here* haha okok...once the clock strikes 12mn...Cinderella will turn back into a plain gal...but for me...once the clock strikes 12mn...sth...fraeky will happen...wahhaa....hmmm..interesting....lol...oh well....
on fri...i took my test....well think i'll fail this module too....but it's not like i din study for it..hai....wad's wrong w me? study or din study it's still the same...so wad's the pt...haimorale is really low...esp with my final exams LOOMING nearer...it's in 2 wks time....a hv papers on 11th, 13th-16th and 18th or march....hai....yupyup...than at nite....cass and druce came over to my place..watched movie..wAHhaha "dangerous lives of alter boys", "before sunset" and one more movie which i cant rmb....well...basiaclly..i think the alter boys one was the best....tho i din like the ending..but among the 3...that was the best...lol..hhahaha....shld try it again...and i SUGGEST that we watch "A Cinderella Story" hahahhah
yup that's wad happened to me from wed up until now....oh ya...mkting presentation is coming soonn...yupyup....hmmmm..i'm slpy now so.....
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