weee~ ytd wasnt able to write coz home internet was kinda slow....dunno for wad reason...*thinks*..lol...anyway wanted to dl the pics that we took during the American Fair however it took way tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long and was falling aslp on the com..so yupyup in the end juz cancelled the transfer and went to slp....argh!! loretta cld dl the pics..haha hai yo..how i wished i had a thumb drive...haha than can get it frm her...easier...humph!

hmmm...i hv decided not tooo brood over it...and it had juz dawned onto me that nth will change and even if i worry abt the future...wad can i do rite??? hahah...nth will change....wad i can change is the Present...hmm...juz enjoy wad i hv now..yup yup......so ya..hmm...wad happened to the juz-take-one-day-at-a-time and cant be bothered Lois ah? everything used to be so simple...and carefree..hmm..happy times were the past...haha not like i'm not happy NOw...i'm Happy...juz that..things are different *ponders*

act i hv no idea y i feel so down..maybe coz everyone ard me is feel low and things that happened in the past are slowly re-surfacing..and i feel so pathetic....i dun really confide in frens yupyup..it's not that i'm not close to them it's juz that it's my nature...to keep everything in me..and to listen to ur probs....it's not gd..ya~ i know that...i'm a quiet kinda person..that's all...

so be STrong sTrong..sTRong..haha it's not like i'm not strong juz that somewhere along the way i've lost it...wahha..so i've to find it back.....ya also wad happen to me? last time used to be so involved in sch stuff adn organinsing stuff..but now it's like all those trainings hv gone down the drain...but is it really wasted or juz hidden...??? guess like wad loretta said it's not the time ba...hmm..miss those days...