oh guess wad...i got back my biz fin test results today...rmb the test i took last fri?? ya...guess wad? i flunked it!!!.......hmmm 13 out of 30 marks...reminds me of the movie that Jennifer Garner acted in...13 gg on 30...hmmmm......

hmmmm...i FREAKING DID STUDY LAH!!!IT'S NOT LIKE I DID NOT...BUT IT JUZ SEEMS THAT I CANT REMEMBER OR IS IT THAT I'M JUZ TOOOOOOO DENSE..........................MOREOVER I ALSO FAILED THE FIRST TEST......17 OUT OF 40...HAVE I BECOME SO SLACK IN POLY???? Y IS IT THAT MY FRENS CAN DO SO WELL FOR THIS MODULE???I HATE TO FEEL SO INFERIOR TO OTHERS....YUP..THAT'S MY PROB...I HATE IT SOOSOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHH!!! ARGH!!!!!!! ESP NOW THAT MY EXAMS ARE IN 2 WKS TIME....MY MIND TELLS ME THAT I NEED TO STUDY NOW!!! HOWEVER MY BODY IS NOT LISTENING........IT'SNOT ONLY FOR THIS MODULE BUT I'M ALSO AFRAID OF MY OTHER MODULES..I DUN WANNA GET C's AND D's..I REALLY DUN WAN!!!!

HAI I'M JUZ SO SICK W MY SELF....Y CANT I BE CLEVER....DUN WANNA BE INTELLIGENT LIKE A SMART ALECK..BUT JUZ HV THE BRAINS...AND NOT BE SO DUMB....Y AH? I'M SO USELESS....THIS CANNOT DO...THAT CANNOT DO....DUNNO WAD I'M HERE ON EARTH FOR....I'M WONDERING WAD OUR LORD WANTS OF ME...WAD CAN I DO FOR HIM? I'M SO LOUSY...I'M ALSO NOT SOMEONE WHO WILL GO ALL OUT TO PLEASE A FREN...

I'M A VERY BAD PERSON...I'M SELFISH...I DUN CARE ABT OTHERS...I DUN RMB WAD MY FRENS SAY...DUN RMB THEIR LIKES AND DISLIKES..SO WAD KINDA FREN AM I??

Y CANT I STUDY AH? FREAK LAH!AND MY EXAMS ARE SO NEAR...AND I HV NOT TOUCHED A SINGLE MODULE...I WAN TOO BUT I'M AFRAID TOO..DID I MAKE THE WRONF CHOICE??? IS BIZ MGT NOT MY FORTE? IF SO, THAT WAD IS??

EVERYTHING IS ALL BOTTLED UP INSIDE OF ME...THERE IS SO MANY THINGS....THERE ARE THINGS FROM THE PAST THAT I WAN BACK....I WAN TO GO BACK TO THE PAST...IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER THEN....I LOVE MY MOMMY....I MISS MY DADDY....(IF HE WAS ARD, HE'LL BEAT ME AND FORCE ME TO STUDY)...I MISS MY PARTERNAL GRANDMOTHER...I LOVE HER SO MUCH...I FEEL SO ALONE...BUT I HV BEEN SUCH A BAD GAL...HOW CAN I ASK FOR GD THINGS??

HOW AM I GG TO STUDY??? HOW? HOW? HOW????????
I REALLY WAN TO STUDY BUT STH INSIDE DOES NOT WAN ME TOOOOOO.................
ARGH!!! HMM..MAYBE I'VE DEPRESSION....