decided to come here...was thinking of calling/ msging either aaron, bernard, eve, bren or maybe cass..but than cant seem to pick up the handphone..and they will not be free too as they are bz w the camp programm...and i feel that no one will udstd wad i'm feeling rite now..hmmm wanted to type a msg to the yahoogrps too but than was thinkning maybe it's too early to say anything..ya~ it's juz to early or maybe it's not? and i'm also not sure of the seriousness of the situation...hmmm...so ya..decided to come here...

....i dunno wad to type here juz yet..tho need an outlet...h m m m m m m...h m m m m m m...dun wan the same thing to happen like last time..and this time rd..i'll be able to experience it more....hmmmmmmm maybe need to take it out..so i pray that aft it has been taken out..all the worries nd probs will be behind us...

ya think it's too early to know..and maybe i'm juz jumping to conclusions and juz thinking WAY TOO MUCH...YA..THat's It...i'm Juz THinking TOo MUCH...

This Songs juz came to my head..know part of the lyrics only..
God will make a way,
when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way~, He will make a way...

think that's the rite lyrics...
ok juz went to check the lyrics online..and this is it:

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today.

ok yup that's it..
this song act came to me ytd..when dennis was doing his sharing..yupyup...and now it came to me again..hmmm..yupyup...

hmmm trying to ctrl my tears,
confused,
clueless,
lost,
dunno wad to do,
trying to be Strong,
Lois Natalie Lee