hi...oh wad an ordinary day today is.....past few days have been raining...is it the monsoon period????

anyway...i pray it wont rain tml..as it is CTK's Fun Fair...yupyup...does RCIY hv a stall? anyway...i'm so clueless..wahhahah...

well..anyway am supposed to search for articles pertaining to how Hurricane Katrina affected US Economy thus i'll be concentrating on the Tourism aspect of it...lol..yeah...than am to write a report and send it to ian for compilation...i've already found a few articles so now all i hv to do is to summarize wadever i hv read..PooH!!!

Y am i doing business??? i hv no idea y i am doing biz....in life..hmmm not sure wad i'm really gd at or wad i wld love to do in the future....u know...it's like i'm juz gg with the flow...like i hv no direction in life....wadeva ppl say..i'm fine with it....poOh..this is wad i call no backbone....DOts...bUt reaLLy..wad do i love to do??? and see...in a few yrs time i'll be out working....but is that wad i really wanna do??

U know...life as a whole IS divided...i'm not saying it can be divided....rather IT IS divided into 2 main sectors: STUDIES & WORK....

when we are conceived, it is planned that we hv to study.....for wad??? not for the greater gd or b'coz u like the subj...rather society makes it in such a way that we have to study for EXCELLENT grades and a paper...so that we will hv a gd job..which leads to the 2nd sector of our life---WORK....y are we working for??? we work our whole lives......until our deathbeds we are still working...

isnt life boring????
1. We are born.
2. We study.
3. We work &
4. We die.

this is the 4 phrases of our life...we are born to study and we study to work and we work to die....

i'm living in this bubble that i cant seem to get out off..haha or maybe i dun wanna get out of it..Lol...haah

i juz dun udstd y society is made in such a way??? sterotyping ....or wadeva...

y do u wanna learn abt the world and their c'tries when we are not able to travel and see places and to udstd their unique cultures and belifes...?
how i wish i cld spread my wings and fly...WEEEEEeeeee haha...fly and experience places without worring abt tests or exams...i feel so stagnant here...so stale and mouldy......life is so routine...home...sch...church...home...sch....church....oh and no~~~ i'm not complaining abt church... i LOVE church...chruch is where i find peace...but i want more..WAHHAHa i want EXCITMENT in my life leh....

ya u think clubbing is fun??? ya maybe..but not when u hv to think that u cant stay out too late juz coz mom will worry.....and u cant do exciting stuff coz ur frens aint that happening...and u cant do all those real happening stuff coz there are restrictions such as your conscience and moral and juz because u are too plain "stick by the rule" that u will analyse wad is right and wad is wrong....

that might explain y i stone most of the time??? due to environment..it has moulded me into sth that isnt really me ba...hahaha hmm who's to know???? aft 19 yrs....and now i wan to break free...but break free frm wad???? *shrugs*....i also dunno wad i'm grumbling abt here..waHahahhaa i'm confused ba.....

*shrugs* *shrugs*
confused gal in a bubble....